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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James

I'm not worth it

Give up on me

I'll never get better

Give up on me

Quit trying to help

Give up on me

Let me take that leap

Give up on me

Stop caring about me

Give up on me

It's keeping me alive

Give up on me

I don't want to be here

Give up on me

I need to go

Give up on me

Give up on me

So that I can go

Give up on me

I'm not worth your precious time

Give

Up

On

Me

Now

Please

Lee-Asher Geo-James

7/3/2010

4:27PM EST

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Very good poem but .....

No.

Nope.

Not going to happen.

And I'll still call you Braveheart. and believe in you.

I can't give up on you. I can't not care-it's too late.

I'll be here-fighting when you are too tired.

Caring even when you don't want me to.

Trying to make you laugh through your tears.

And if you go what happens to those you have encouraged to stay?

What happens to those who won't have your voice to be the one to reach them so they stay?

I will not fight fair if that's what it takes.

I will tell you that when you hurt yourself you hurt me and all those who love you. You can't escape it. You are tied to us.

And we WILL NOT let you go!!

Love & Huggs

JJ

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NO

you are my friend, I just found you, I am never ever letting you go, Yell at me, kick at me, curse me, been there a thousand times.

You know what GEO, I had the whole high school football team beat me black and blue and I wouldn't stay down.

So guess what I am never letting you go.

Love

your sister

REE

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James

Very good poem but .....

No.

Nope.

Not going to happen.

And I'll still call you Braveheart. and believe in you.

I can't give up on you. I can't not care-it's too late.

I'll be here-fighting when you are too tired.

Caring even when you don't want me to.

Trying to make you laugh through your tears.

And if you go what happens to those you have encouraged to stay?

What happens to those who won't have your voice to be the one to reach them so they stay?

I will not fight fair if that's what it takes.

I will tell you that when you hurt yourself you hurt me and all those who love you. You can't escape it. You are tied to us.

And we WILL NOT let you go!!

Love & Huggs

JJ

:( :( :( :(

I just I don't know...Too much on my plate.. You know how it is...

NO

you are my friend, I just found you, I am never ever letting you go, Yell at me, kick at me, curse me, been there a thousand times.

You know what GEO, I had the whole high school football team beat me black and blue and I wouldn't stay down.

So guess what I am never letting you go.

Love

your sister

REE

*hugs*

No. I don't give up on people.

Not people called Geo.

What if I told you my name wasn't Geo ;)

Oh and yea, reread what you wrote :) Think about it for a bit.

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:( :( :( :(

I just I don't know...Too much on my plate.. You know how it is...

*hugs*

What if I told you my name wasn't Geo ;)

Oh and yea, reread what you wrote :) Think about it for a bit.

Not with someone who has the name Geo in their name.

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Guest Opal

We need you to help us help others. Saw you reaching out earlier today to someone in need.

You are worth it! Hang on! Hang on!

Hugs!

Opal

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:( :( :( :(

I just I don't know...Too much on my plate.. You know how it is...

No Braveheart I don't know how it is. How you can walk away from us.

so tell me.

I will never quit caring!

Love & Huggs

JJ

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James

Where you going?

Why?

What about your bf?

Talk about it already. Was trying to push people away

No Braveheart I don't know how it is. How you can walk away from us.

so tell me.

I will never quit caring!

Love & Huggs

JJ

It's hard to walk away from people that I care about. And please don't think that it didn't hurt me too because it DID...

I'm just going through a rough patch. I'll get out of it soon.

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James

Sorry Geo - too late

No - won't give up on you

Sorry - we are friends now

Lizzy

I try and push people away and it doesn't work <_< Just makes everyone care MORE <_< NOT cool <_< Oh well...

:P

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Guest Evan_J

I try and push people away and it doesn't work <_< Just makes everyone care MORE <_< NOT cool <_< Oh well...

:P

**Picks you up by your collar, hangs ya on a coat hook.

There, now I know you'll stay.

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James

**Picks you up by your collar, hangs ya on a coat hook.

There, now I know you'll stay.

:blink:

*flails*

This isn't fair!!!!!! <_<

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Guest Jean Davis

**Picks you up by your collar, hangs ya on a coat hook.

There, now I know you'll stay.

:blink:

*flails*

This isn't fair!!!!!! <_<

That's our Evan! :D

Gotta love him. :lol:

LUV

Jean

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James

That's our Evan! :D

Gotta love him. :lol:

LUV

Jean

GAH!! But but NOT fair!!!!!!!!!! <_<

*flails more* SOMEONE LET ME DOWN!!!!!!!!

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Guest Jean Davis

GAH!! But but NOT fair!!!!!!!!!! <_<

*flails more* SOMEONE LET ME DOWN!!!!!!!!

Here honey.

Evan told me to give you some "watermelon" (whatever that means :huh: )

Enjoy! :D

LUV

Jean

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James

Here honey.

Evan told me to give you some "watermelon" (whatever that means :huh: )

Enjoy! :D

LUV

Jean

I don't want watermelon I want DOWN!!!!!!! GAH!!!!!!!! :P

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