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"Poison Sword" song/poem


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forenote: none of this is promoting self-injury in any way, or suicide. although that sort of hopeless feeling is expressed in here.. of wishing you werent born, things like that. and the pills thing isnt an addiction either, it fits in with the doctor/therapist thing. At the time I was taking a (prescribed) antidepressant which cost a fortune. The line "weak advice" is almost a stab at therapists there..all we ever do is talk, you know? the deviant porn line was a complaint again..people see us as some kind of perversion. - kinda funny, since im anything but perverted or wild.

I was inspired by a Nirvana song or two at the time, you know, Kurt Cobain, he had some interesting lyircs sometimes. He would unleash wounded screams but always perfectly on key. Much different poetry style than Paul Simon or Bob Dylan.

Poison Sword (wrote it in '95)

I need a doctor I can't afford

...I've been cut with a poison sword.

I need a life but I can't live

...Weak advice is all you give.

I need some help but no one cares

...can you save me, can you save me?

I need money, and they rob me.

...give me back pre-infancy.

I should have been an abortion

.. I suck money with such absorption

And I've more bills, and I need pills,

...and I've no thrills, and my life kills,

My life kills, my life kills.

I need a doctor I can't afford

..and I've been stabbed with a poison sword.

I'm still bleeding, and I'm needing

...I'm still pleading, I'm still grieving.

.

I should have been a stillborn

... my life's a page from deviant porn

and I'm not thrilled, and my life kills

... my life kills, my life kills....

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Guest miss kindheart

Anything worth having is worth waiting for

I'm sure you'll get their Dan :)

You life is precious , look for the good in it , for it is surly their

Paul Simon WOW what an artist

Bridge over troubled water is on of my all time favorite songs

<<< hug >>>

:wub: vanna

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yeh bridge over troubled water, but its better sung by Art Garfunkel, he had such a tender frail sensitivity to his voice, and emotional range.. very special, no wonder Paul Simon wanted to make songs with him.

Judy Collins is almost the female version of garfunkel..such a clear voice..like glass tube chimes caught in the wind.

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