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I only discovered this forum today, and I would like to introduce myself.

(This feels like all those scenes you see in movies, where the addicts sit in a circle and the new arrival stands up and says, "I'm Joe, and I'm an alcoholic"!)

My name is Mishie Marie. This is a name that was given to me by my spouse, when she realized, even before me, that I would be happier as a woman. I live at home that way. I dress as a woman, and have actually begun to think of myself as female, which is a beautiful and exciting development. I have no experience of being a woman in the world, apart from the occasional sortie in my bra, with breastforms in place, but pretty much concealed by a winter jacket.

I am not confused, really, because I understand that the feeling of disconnection that I have felt most of my life was probably caused by the fact that I was wrongly cast as a man. I am, however, quite uncertain as to the next step. I have no wish to confront my grown children as a woman. I do not feel that I could pass successfully in the world as a woman, because I am 6' 2", 210 lbs, with size 12 shoes! Yet, I do not want to go on living as a man. I feel that I am, essentially, female, and I am extremely blessed by the support and encouragement of my spouse. What do I do next?

I am hoping to learn from the experience and wisdom of the people on this forum.

Mishie Marie

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Guest Donna Jean

Well, Welcome to you Mishie!!! :)

So glad that you found us here! You most certainly sound like you could use a nice hot coco and some soul calming chocolate chip cookies..dig in!

We are SO glad to have you here..

And...naw....you don't have to stand up and say your name...etc...just listen if you want or join in if ya want..we just want you to feel comfortable, so kick off your shoes and sit back.

The Playground has wonderful people of all sorts and we talk and work things out together and enjoy each others company...non judgemental...what you are ...you are...

Others will be along shortly to say "Hi"..so, sip that coco (Careful..it's HOT!)_

XXOO

Donna Jean

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Guest Sarinah

Welcome, and watch out the cookies are addictive. Wear protective hand covering if you intend to go for the sugar cookies, emily has sharp teeth.

As for your question of the next step, you need to start seeing a gender therapist. Therapy isnt just about figureing out who you are its about helping you answer tough life questions, like those of what approach to take with your children.

As far as passing goes. Just my opinion but pay no attention to what the world may think, as long as your happy with the way you present yourself.

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Guest Elizabeth K

Missie - FAIR WARNING! The cookies and coco are 'virtual" - I keep checkin my mailbox (USPS - type) NEVER anything - darn. B)

Welcome - lotta of us big mammas here. I am MTF, transitioning - and 6'2' - started at 226 lbs (down to 201 - goal 186) - size 12W or 13 women's shoes - plus married and older. BUT I am transitioning! I think you will eventually discover that you are not really "essentially female" but ARE female. Just a guess - I just woke up to THAT realization last week - and I am on HRT so it'll get better - wow.

It hit me that all my life I wanted to be a female but was just a girl in a male body. My therapist said I was wrong, that I am now a grown woman in a male body. Sooooo... if I have a female mind and soul but a male body.... and if I am changing that body by transitioning... and if I am chemically female on the blockers and hormones - darn - I am a woman. I am a woman as I write this. I am a woman as I live and breathe. It not somewhere in the future anymore - it's here and now. Sooo... next step - fix the body to closer match mind and soul - how far to go? :rolleyes:

Heck if I am gonna be a big momma. I'll be an attractive, sexy, mature madame - good enough for me. :lol:

If it is in your heart - truly in your heart - go for it, dear - life is short and then you die. :P

BUT - it can be emotionally expensive - so ask about that. :mellow:

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Guest Karen-1954

Welcome to the forums. The biggest thing is to figure out what is right for you. A therapist can help you do that but, no one can tell you who you are or how far to go. So, just be you and enjoy learning who you are for real.

I would share my cinnamin rolls with you but last time I tried that, I got icing all over my computer.

Hugs,

Karen

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Guest Elizabeth K
Welcome to the forums. The biggest thing is to figure out what is right for you. A therapist can help you do that but, no one can tell you who you are or how far to go. So, just be you and enjoy learning who you are for real.

I would share my cinnamin rolls with you but last time I tried that, I got icing all over my computer.

Hugs,

Karen

Karen - you are so bad :o - my virtual cat licks off the icing when I do that... hey congrats again on the 170! yea - makes me wanna drop my goal down a bit. I lost a good bit, and my guy pants don't fit, so last night I dug out some I had put away that were one size down - THEY were too large! GRIN - wow - what a feeling... Now I can go out and find women's sized to replace everything! Let us know when you lose so much weight you are about to disappear! :lol:

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I am deeply touched by the warmth and encouragement of your replies. Thank you so much! After all these years, it is difficult just to say "I am a woman", but I am going to work at it. That is certainly my goal. Thank you very much for making me feel so quickly among friends.

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Guest Elizabeth K

:P Missie

Yep - one of the hardest things you will ever do. After a lot of thought, after you are 100% reconciled in your heart, you will take a deep breath and say it...

It changed my life, instantly. Like coming home. B)

The only comparable thing I can recall is when I said, I AM TRANSSEXUAL. Wow - hit me beween the eyes saying that. Afterward I was both thrilled and terrified.

Hey - we all ride the roller coaster sometimes, we people of the Carnival of Gender Delights and Thrills. :D:D:D

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Guest Elizabeth K
Now if I could just control where I lost the weight at, seems like a lot of it goes from the wrong places (grin).

Hugs,

Karen

Yes - I was afraid of that. :(

Muscle loss as well

And some of the fat JUST WON"T GO AWAY!

Well, women pay the price of always losing and gaining weight - I guess we have stepped on to that ride. I really once pittied the fairer sex (of which I think I have joined - well pretty much have a junior membership in - I suppose) for the huge efforts of dieting and exercising required to meet society's standards for being an attractive woman.

And here I am - caught up in that very same thing - without a mother or female sibling to guide me

Puberty - Liz - you are still in girl puberty, small bites. Hummmm... am I making any sense here? I suppose we will just keep trying untill it works - or we just settle in with the best we can do? Donno...

Be careful what ya wish for... :P

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Guest Elizabeth K
:P Missie

Yep - one of the hardest things you will ever do. After a lot of thought, after you are 100% reconciled in your heart, you will take a deep breath and say it...

It changed my life, instantly. Like coming home. B)

The only comparable thing I can recall is when I said, I AM TRANSSEXUAL. Wow - hit me beween the eyes saying that. Afterward I was both thrilled and terrified.

Hey - we all ride the roller coaster sometimes, we people of the Carnival of Gender Delights and Thrills. :D:D:D

Mishie I am so sorry - maybe if I wipe my glasses clean - Oh I can see better now - Not Missie, but Mishie

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Guest Donna Jean

Mishie..............see above....

Watch out now...I knew that it would come to this.....

LIZZY IS STARTING TO ANSWER HER OWN POSTS NOW!!!!!

OMG we need an intervention or something! :P

Where is the emergency room for the therapist????? :blink:

Someone get a blanket!! Here's the oxygen!!!!

:P:P Donna Jean :P:P

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Mishie,

We are not all crazy here, we just like to have fun. Watch out for Lizzy she just might start a food fight! :lol:

You should find a gender therapist and talk things out, but if you feel that you need to be a woman - don't let your size stop you!

I'm taller than you are and wear a larger shoe, but I have met woman bigger than I am - Where do you thing the WNBA gets thier players?

I talked to a lady early on in my exploring my feelings and stated that I was 6' 4" tall and thought that it would be a problem - she laughed and said that at 6' 3" she would be more worried if her daughter wasn't 6' 5"!

My advice is to go to a mall and watch women all day (go to the food court and buy a large drinf - you don't want anybody to notice you watching women) - look at the infinite variety of sizes and shapes - you can blend in if you believe!

Love ya,

Sally

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When I retired, this summer, and we moved to a more remote home, I imagined that the female side of my nature would assume ascendancy. All the years that I had been working, the most I had been able to manage was an evening or two at home dressed as a woman. However, I found that the reverse happened. Perhaps it was the steady influx of carpenters and plumbers and electricians that a new house necessitates; but, whatever the cause, Mishie's clothes hung in the closet unused. Then, one day, I decided to pack them up and put them away, since they were not being used. This triggered an amazing response from my wife. When she saw what I had done, she exclaimed, "But I love Mishie!" This was a completely unexpected and devastating remark. It was the first time that I realized that I had a real and separate existence as a woman. So, I unpacked all my women's clothes, and renewed my commitment to being feminine. And, here's the amazing part of the story: I had been feeling rather dejected, and full of aches and pains, and not looking forward to life at all. Once I started wearing a bra and panties again, and a wig and make-up, I found to my amazement that all my ailments, both physical and mental, disappeared. Now, I look forward to the start of each day, and leap out of bed with enthusiasm. It is as if my malaise had been caused by my rejection of my true gender. Is that possible?

Now, I long to hear myself referred to by a feminine pronoun . . . .

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Guest CamilaRose
I only discovered this forum today, and I would like to introduce myself.

(This feels like all those scenes you see in movies, where the addicts sit in a circle and the new arrival stands up and says, "I'm Joe, and I'm an alcoholic"!)

My name is Mishie Marie. This is a name that was given to me by my spouse, when she realized, even before me, that I would be happier as a woman. I live at home that way. I dress as a woman, and have actually begun to think of myself as female, which is a beautiful and exciting development. I have no experience of being a woman in the world, apart from the occasional sortie in my bra, with breastforms in place, but pretty much concealed by a winter jacket.

I am not confused, really, because I understand that the feeling of disconnection that I have felt most of my life was probably caused by the fact that I was wrongly cast as a man. I am, however, quite uncertain as to the next step. I have no wish to confront my grown children as a woman. I do not feel that I could pass successfully in the world as a woman, because I am 6' 2", 210 lbs, with size 12 shoes! Yet, I do not want to go on living as a man. I feel that I am, essentially, female, and I am extremely blessed by the support and encouragement of my spouse. What do I do next?

I am hoping to learn from the experience and wisdom of the people on this forum.

Mishie Marie

Mishie,

Welcome! I think my spouse was more surprised than yours, but then she thought about it and said...hmmmm...that explains a LOT! She also always used to tell me (before I came out), that I was supposed to have been born a woman. :blush:

Seriously though, I can totally identify with those conflicted feelings. I'm not sure what to do next either, but I've decided I NEED to see a therapist ASAP. I'll give you two links that helped me, since everyone else is too busy offering cocoa ;) (it's very good, by the way...did you have a cookie yet?).

Laura's list of therapists: http://www.lauras-playground.com/gender_therapists.htm

Dr. Marci Bowers' list: http://www.marcibowers.com/grs/therapists.html

Hope you can find one in your area...

Mishie..............see above....

Watch out now...I knew that it would come to this.....

LIZZY IS STARTING TO ANSWER HER OWN POSTS NOW!!!!!

OMG we need an intervention or something! :P

Where is the emergency room for the therapist????? :blink:

Someone get a blanket!! Here's the oxygen!!!!

:P:P Donna Jean :P:P

Donna, isn't that a typically female thing to do? I know I do it all the time, just not on forums, but IRL. Are you sure that isn't just the hormones kicking in? (hehe)

When I retired, this summer, and we moved to a more remote home, I imagined that the female side of my nature would assume ascendancy. All the years that I had been working, the most I had been able to manage was an evening or two at home dressed as a woman. However, I found that the reverse happened. Perhaps it was the steady influx of carpenters and plumbers and electricians that a new house necessitates; but, whatever the cause, Mishie's clothes hung in the closet unused. Then, one day, I decided to pack them up and put them away, since they were not being used. This triggered an amazing response from my wife. When she saw what I had done, she exclaimed, "But I love Mishie!" This was a completely unexpected and devastating remark. It was the first time that I realized that I had a real and separate existence as a woman. So, I unpacked all my women's clothes, and renewed my commitment to being feminine. And, here's the amazing part of the story: I had been feeling rather dejected, and full of aches and pains, and not looking forward to life at all. Once I started wearing a bra and panties again, and a wig and make-up, I found to my amazement that all my ailments, both physical and mental, disappeared. Now, I look forward to the start of each day, and leap out of bed with enthusiasm. It is as if my malaise had been caused by my rejection of my true gender. Is that possible?

Now, I long to hear myself referred to by a feminine pronoun . . . .

Isn't it amazing what being true to yourself does for your feelings of well-being? When I'm not to busy juggling all of the emotional baggage I'm still carrying about it, I feel really happy as well, and have started looking forward to life!

Hugs,

Cami

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Mishie,

As my therapist would say, "You go girl!"

It is not only possible, but actually probable that your rejection of your true gender, once having imbraced it, did indedd cause the malaise.

You are a very thoughtful person and we tend to get so wrapped up in trying to plan ahead for how everything will go - who will like us, who won't, who will clock us and who won't - why they'll clock us... It goes on forever! Let Mihie be in control for a while, she knows how much this means and will approach the transition with her intuition and heart, not just cold logic.

You are a beautiful butterfly just waiting to be released from your cocoon! Half of that cocoon is physiacl and the other is mental. Let your feminine side make your decissions and you will be surprised at how accepted you are as female!

If I had signed on as the wife of a MTF, no one would have questioned it at all - I have let Sally take over whenever I come to this site and soon I will be able to let her 'run the whole show' and transition completely.

Trust your inner woman, she is smart, kind and loving - what more could anyone want?

Love ya,

Sally

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Howdy B) Welcome to the forums.

I know this has nothing to do with "welcoming" but with all the "big momma"-ing going on in this thread I felt compelled. .....

Let the record show, that recently I was looking in one of those online mens magazines (no, not that kind) and in it there was a "50 sexiest women in America" listing Yes, Beyonce Knowles was still number one but number four, thats 4 out of 50, was Mo'Nique and for those who've never seen her I'll do the visual......

Thats not the photo from the list, but its the most verifying of her "not little momma" status one I could find. How then is this woman number 4? CONFIDENCE, which is actually the word that was used alongside this photo. She is considered sexy because she is sure of herself. Regardless of what anyone says she feels confident and for that she becomes desirable. And that doesn't mean quit the diet or workout program because maybe thats part of what will give an individual their own confidence. Just saying there's not a magic number on the scale that will equal sexy.

Just thought I'd throw that in.

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Guest Jackson

Welcome, Mishie.

I must interject here as well. What Evan said is totally true. Confidence is the key. There is nothing quite as sexy as a woman who is confident in being the woman she is. My ex-girlfriend was probably about the same size as Mo'Nique. One of the last times we were out together (which was only a handful of times since we lived 100 miles apart) I remember how great it was because she projected this confidence that was such a turn-on. I'm more likely to notice a woman if she is confident and comfortable with herself than if she is a certain size.

Just thought that if y'all didn't believe Evan, I'd help his cause a little.

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Guest Donna Jean

Hey, Evan & Jackson!

You guys are TOPS!! What a totally cool thing to do! Yep, everyone needs a boost once in a while and a little push to put things into perspective. And you two are so right..confidence!!!

That puts the whole package together Yeah, Mo'Nique IS sexy and she radiates it all over..no doubt about it..

You'se are a couple of wise guys..(mean that in the nicest way! :P )

Donna Jean

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Guest Kelly Ann

has someone had too much sugar? LOL...I'll share my Snicker Doodles with you Mishie...but they're pretty high in the sugar content :P Yum! I bought a mirror from a carnival to hang on my wall...I never knew I was so slim whoo hooo. Happiness is where you find it, Kelly Ann

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Kelly Ann is so happy that she has gone well beyong the glass is half full - she no longer needs a glass! :D

She's so positive that the water just sits there like it is in a glass! :lol:

With that kind of attitude, you can go anywhere and do anything! I used to think that I was a pretty upbeat person until I met Kelly Ann and pried her off of the ceiling so that we could talk - she needs to avoid sugar! :lol:

Keep think good thoughts and good things happen!

Love ya,

Sally

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      The tornado called Taylor ripped through Bob's apartment. After a trip to a laundromat, two trips to grocery stores for cleaning supplies and what Taylor opined were Basic Staples, everything was scrubbed within an inch of its life.  A new dish  drainer with a new hand towel and dish cloth were by the side of the scrubbed out sink; motorcycle parts were in a box under the newly made bed.  Floor, shower, toilet, sink had been hit in the bathroom and new towels hung there the way Taylor liked them. "I don't recognize the place/" "So move out." Taylor was sitting on one of the new kitchen chairs.  There were four of them around the little wooden table.  In the middle was a flower arrangement.  Bob had made his last trip to the dumpster.  Not a pizza box remained. A row of card board boxes with books had been replaced by shelves full of neatly arranged books. "Look at this." "I am not going to do this all the time.  You clean your own place from now on. I am bushed." "Many thanks, babe." "No problem, Big Guy." "Hey, I wanted to talk to you about exercise.  Karate in particular."  He pronounced it ka-ra-tay. "I am a second Dan black belt and there is a certain obligation there to teach other people." "Kara-tay? I don't know." "A friend of mine runs a dojo here and needs my help. He talked to me already.  Tuesday and Thursday night and Saturday mornings." "Oh.  So you will be there then." She looked disappointed. "I'm hoping you will be there." "Sounds dangerous.  But I could use the exercise." "And self-defense would be good. It might help." "It might. Huh.  Saturday morning?" "8 AM I need to be there. Classes run until noon. I don't need to be there the whole time." "Is there an intro class or anything?" "Yes. 10 to 11." "How about if I try that."  She was not very enthusiastic.  Punches and kicks and stuff.   Saturday morning they arrived together.  She wanted to watch the Green Belt class that met then just to see what she was in for. Sensei Mark came to the front of the room, before the big American and Japanese flags. Between them was a picture.  "I am honored to introduce to you Sensei Bob.  He is a second Dan black belt.  He has actually beaten me in tournaments.  I have known him through tournaments.  You will listen to him as you listen to me.   Sensei Bob, take the class. The two sensei bowed to each other.  Sensei Bob pointed out that Sensei Mark had beaten him, as well. Taylor was sort of standing against the back wall, scrunched up, a mouse in her crisp new beltless gi.  Her t-shirt was off white underneath it and she was hoping no one would notice. "I am Sensei Mark. You are Taylor." "Yes, sensei!" she stood at attention and shouted it. He laughed.  "This is not Cobra Kai and we are not in a Karate Kind movie.  You do that here only between bows.  Bob tells me you are a complete beginner." "That is an understatement." "Here, let me fix your gi."  She had it on a little incorrectly.  She drew back. "What's the matter?" "I am pretty touchy." "Okay.  Untie the straps in front and tie them the other way, like mine." "I don't have a belt." "There. That is right. You will get a belt after three months and passing tests on kata, kumite and karate knowledge." "I don't know what that is." "And we touch a lot here.  Not romantically. You see how Sensei Bob is going around and adjusting people's stances and arm locations." "Yes, I see that." No enthusiasm. "You are Sensei Bob's girl, right?" "Yes.  What is important to him is important to me, so here I am."  He wished her well and told her to go see Margie, who handled registration at the little table. "Hi, I heard about you." Margie began. "What does that mean?" "It means we treat everyone here with respect.  That was the wrong way to start." "I'll say. Try again." "Good morning. How can I help you?" "I want to register for the beginner class." "You are Taylor, right?" "Right." "Sensei Bob paid for your lesson today." He would. She gave name, address, age, height, weight, and they came to gender. Margie asked it twice. "Put down female." "The only other choice is male." "Then that is it." "Earlier I was thinking about tournaments, which are big here. The rules are that boys fight boys and girls fight girls - there are Men's and Women's Divisions.  I know you look like a woman, but they go by the birth certificate." This was awkward.  Really awkward.  Down at the other end of the room they were moving in unison when Bob said HAI!, turning, punching, kicking, etc. "I don't plan to go to tournaments.  One step at a time, shall we?" "Okay.  And I meant it when I said respect.  We bow to each other.  You will see. As a sign of honoring other people." Margie bowed slightly, sitting down.  Taylor returned the bow and smiled. The class moved into sparring, breaking into twos and practicing moves against each other.  Bob was moving among the pairs, adjusting positions of hands, hips, feet.  Taylor was unsure about someone touching her like that, her hips particularly.    The green belt class ended as new students came in for the beginners' class. Down at the other end the brown belt class began.  The room was large enough you could do two classes at the same time.   The other beginners, nervous, lined up at Margie's table.  People got into gis, the men in their big area and only woman in the little restroom that was for them.   Sensei Mark greeted them and showed them where to stand: on the little x's on the floor. He explained the School Code.  They would recite it at the beginning of class and they needed to memorize it for the white belt test, at which time they would, of course, receive a white belt. He explained some terms.    They warmed up with some basic, easy stretches.   They learned a kata called Taikyoku Shodan, involving blocks, punches and some movements. This was not bad.   She was now paired off with Judy.  Things were going well and this was not too bad. Judy was sixty years old and had been told to exercise by her doctor.  Taylor said her boyfriend was teaching the other class, which was impressive, and he wanted her involved.   "You remember the gedan barai - downward block?"  They did. Everyone showed him and he went around and made sure everyone had it down. "And the lunge punch?"  They did. "Now we are going to put them together. One of you will punch and the other block it. Okay?"   Taylor squared off against Judy.  Her heart was pounding.  She practiced her gedan barai as Judy practiced her lower lunge punch.  Then they faced each other. "Okay, first partner, lunge punch.  Second partner, lower block.  Slowly.  Go!" Taylor saw the punch coming at her, but instead of blocking it her eyes welled up with tears and she dropped to the floor, weeping uncontrollably. "Oh God, Oh, God, Oh God, make it stop, make it stop" she shouted to parties unseen. Fetal position, rocking back and forth. Crying hysterically. "I didn't go near her," Judy said, bewildered. "Taylor?"  this was Sensei Bob.  Both classes had stopped and were looking at her. She kept crying. "I am here, "Bob told her, not touching.  "Oh Bob you need a wife who can be a real woman to you. I am making you into a monk or something." And she continued crying at full volume. "You need someone better than me, someone who can give you kids." Everyone could hear this.  They were turning away, trying to pretend they could not hear this. "I need to get her out of here and take her." Bob said, and he and Mark bowed to each other. He scooped her up and she bawled into his shoulder.  She clung to him.  First hug ever. Death grip, more like it. "Judy, would you get her things?" "I did nothing," Judy said, and moved towards the restroom, stunned.  "Nothing." "I know what she was wearing," Margie said, and got them. "I've got a gym bag. It 's red and it says Roosters on it. Can you get it? Mark got it.  He accompanied them to the car.  Taylor was non-stop crying deeply, clinging to him for dear life. Mark unlocked the car and together they managed to pry Taylor off of him, even though it took both of them to do it.  She was in the car seat and they managed to buckle her in it. "I am going to take you to your apartment," he said. "No. Emergency room," she said. "Maybe the psych ward."  He didn't doubt it. She calmed down in a few minutes on the way. "Well, that was embarrassing." "Everyone remembers their first day of karate class." "Bob, what I love about you is your sense of humor." "I love everything about you." "Even this?" "Yes. Even this." She managed to walk into the ER.  They were both still in gis. "Karate accident?" "No. I am Taylor and I am a nut. I wear a gi all the time. I make my boyfriend wear one, too." "She had a triggered event.  She's had some difficult times." "I see. Do you you know are bleeding?" "No."  Her crotch was wet with blood and the blood was seeping down both legs. She was wheeled away. "Sir, please wait here." He did.  He had no legal right to see her right now. After a while a nurse came out and said he could come on  back. There she was in a hospital gown.  "Seems like old times." "yeah.  We gotta stop meeting like this." The nurse buzzed around and left them. "They are running tests." "I bet they are." "I got an MRI. On a Saturday morning, too."  First ever. "You rate.  But why?" "They figure some of the old scar tissue - you know, from the- from the past - ripped open and they need to see what is going on." "We know what is going on,"said a doctor, stepping in. He looked at her. "I am Doctor Michaels.  They called me in.  I just happened to be in the building and they wanted me to see this and take the case.  My specialty is Disorders of Sexual Development. But what I am seeing is little in the way of disorder.  Look at this." They looked at the image. "This is a perfectly ordinary uterus." "Uterus?" "Yes, your uterus." "What?" "That is not all.  This is a cervix, and this is a vagina." "It's blocked up." "Yes.  It looks like you had surgery to do exactly that when you were an infant.  They used to do that." "This is me?" "You." "Really?" "I imagine this takes some getting used to. "Can it be undone?" "Absolutely. I mean, I cannot guarantee it, but it is more than likely. I would like to run some tests." "And the bleeding?" "It looks like the hormones you have been taking have kicked of a regular monthly cycle. Then you did a whole bunch of exercise.  Not surprising." "What?" "I want you to come to my office next week for follow-up.  Have you ever had a genetic test of any sort?" "No." "Well, your testes - one looks at first glance more like an ovary." "Ovary. Can I have kids?" "Too soon to tell.  You look happy." She did.  "Bob, you look stunned." "I am." "Given what happened earlier today we want to keep you overnight for observation.  I understand you are a trauma victim and something triggered it." "I got a punch thrown at me in kara-tay class, is all. I am a wimp." "Well, I will let you two talk for a minute and they will come and get you shortly.  No bad news here." "They are coming to take me away, hah-hah, they are coming to take me away," Taylor chanted. "Bob, I am not done with kara-tay.  I want to at least finish a first class. I mean, you paid for it and I want you to get your money's worth." "I think I got that." "Kiss me, you fool,"  she said, and he did, with energy.        
    • April Marie
      These arrived in yesterday's mail. I'm out working in the yard today so just old clothes. I'm looking forward to wearing this t-shirt dress when the weather warms up a bit more.  
    • missyjo
      Ashley I've known busty girls who wore b nice bras tl work n such then like a sift sports bra to lounge or sleep in hugs
    • missyjo
      your nails b hair came wonderful  congratulations  enjoy
    • Willow
      The one thing about this position, if you want more hours just wait and be flexible.  I’m now working until 7:30 pm instead of 4:30.  
    • Ashley0616
      I hope your head cold goes away soon! Sorry you have to cut grass with that.   Love the new t-shirt   I love that one.    What Jeep would you want to get? That is awesome about your wife getting better!
    • Ashley0616
      Welcome Mattie! I would recommend the first step is finding a gender therapist and see if you are or aren't. Then one of the biggest steps if you are do you want to start hormone replacement therapy. The decision should be thought long and hard. There are irreversible effects. Looking forward to your next post! Take care!
    • Ashley0616
      Congratulations on being able to pick up a cancellation! I hope to hear more updates about your transition. 
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