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When i look in the mirror i see a black male

Hurt and in pain because the outside of his

Body doesnt correspond with how he feels

Trapped in a body that s not of his own

The feeling that no one loves him and

That he is alone

Crying day and night because the people

Around him really have no clue what it feels

Like to go through

Misunderstood all the time yet all he

Can do is say why cant you just see

Him as who he says he is cant you

See what he has to go through to

Be who really wants to be

Worried that he will never find a

Woman that will love him for who

He is too look on the inside and see his

Heart not look on the outside ay his body parts

But yet and still when he looks in the mirror

He sees a black male but when looking at

Himself he doesnt see what he feels

Crying because of that one part hes missing

Always whishing and praying that somehow somewhere

It would appear more in pain because all his dreams here are

Crushed

Crying out can someone feel his pain

Going day by day with people thinking hes

Insane

No one gets him he feels as though his body doest

Define him no support from his family trlling him that he is damned

Hell well his mother doesnt understand and father takes

Him as a joke know he really feels as though hes lost all

Hope

But what can he do hes still young and has 2yrs before he gets on his

Own and does what he wants to To be who he is on the inside and out try

Stepping in his shoes

Think about it !!

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Jay, Thanks for sharing. I can feel your pain having lived it as well. Things do improve with time. You are confronting issues early and that will help but please also learn to find peace in each day and that will help you on your path.

Hugs,

Charlie

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Guest miss kindheart

Hi Jay,

<< hug >>>

It is so nice to see you sharing your poetry

Thank you

A name is important to a person

And a title is important to a poem

Think about it :)

:wub: vanna

PS "Think about it" would be a great title for your poem

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