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Sixty Days & Sixty Nights


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This week brought feelings & emotions so wonderful, I just have to share, well maybe not "have to", but I'm gonna. I've been on HRT for two months today. I hope for the physical changes making me more femme appearing, they are starting to happen, but the biggest desire is to finally have an emotional hormonal balance betwixt my body & mind many here have mentioned. It's hard to capture with words how I feel, I think maybe because I've not felt like this before. A few days ago, I woke up & just felt right, like I was more connected to Mother Earth, more serene. I kept going about my day, peeking around every corner, expecting to have this connection come crashing down. It hasn't, even though the same chaos abounds in my life, the divorce still looms overhead. It is amazing!

 

Early on, maybe a bit too soon, having a tendency to want everything right now, I watched for changes. One beautiful woman here, whom I adore, mentioned we begin to have a fragrance. After a few days of taking the meds I noticed this flowery perfume fragrance & thought OMG, it's happening! A few days later as I'm doing laundry & adding the fabric softener I had recently bought, there was the same flowery smell. I still smile & laugh about it. While I'm still waiting for a natural flowery fragrance, for now I'll settle for the artificial.

 

Thank you all for helping me find the femme in me I'd been denying, hiding, hating & running from most of my life.

 

Hugs!

Delcina

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I can detect those pheromones on the wind.

time makes some lovely changes

 

Hugs,

 

Charlize

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Yes, one day I will too. Maybe two, or three days was too high an expectation. It's quite funny though!

 

Hugs!

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