I have decided

[Suzanne44]

Hi it's Suzanne

 

   I have finally decided to come out to my sister. I have given myself 12 days to do it. That gives me time to get up the courage to do it. The butterflies in my stomach are doing overtime but I am so determined. I think I'm now at the age (47) where I don't care what people think of me. If they love me then they will accept me. What ever the reaction I will live with the consequences good or bad. I've always put everyone else first before myself, it's now time for me to have a life and for me to be happy. If they don't accept that so be it. I love them all and I know I risk losing them but I have to do this now, I can't go on hiding anymore. I just want to be the real me. I have always supported them no matter what, I think it's time they do it for me. I just hope I can stay strong for these last few days. Like I said I am determined to do it NOW.

 

As always ❤️ Suzanne

 

[Suzanne44]

Hi Hannah

 

   Thank you for your reply and kind words. I really do appreciate them. Unfortunately my sister who I want to tell first, is not here at the moment and won't be back for another nine days. That's why I gave myself the time. I didn't want her to be away and worrying about what I had told her. I thought the best option was to wait until she got back. Hopefully I am determined enough to go through with it when she returns. I am now absolutely sure this is what I want, I've had enough of hiding who I am and I now want to live my true life. I always put others first, but now it's time to think about me and what I want. I will show everyone who I am. Everyone WILL see me as Suzanne. If they love me as much as I love them then they will accept me as Suzanne, if they don't they will be the one's who lose me. I have always stuck by them no matter what. It's now their time to stick by me. I am 100% determined to tell them and show them who I really am. I'm sure they will be shocked at first but hopefully they will come round and accept me. Having help and advice on here has made me so determined to do this. I've read many posts on here and have seen some wonderful outcomes . Seeing how everyone on here has become their true selves and how happy you all am made me really realize that, that is what I want. I want to be truly happy and for that to happen I will be the real me Suzanne.

   Again thank you for your advice i REALLY do appreciate it. Hopefully we will speak again soon.

 

As always ❤️ Suzanne.