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HiThis is actually the first Topic on this forum so hi ^^ but I am completely lost. I do not have a good family, friends, a good life. Since 1 year (exactly since my starting of my puberty) I do not agree with my body. It destroys me everyday to be not a girl/women. These feelings and thoughts are in my mind everyday. Sorry when my English isn't that good but i am so tired of doing anything because its too much for me (That might be also Depressions but who cares about me lol). My Parents do not know my secret but they wouldn't accept me as a transgender etc. (They even say bad things about them) Then there is my self-hate which makes that not much easier. Everyday "You are so dumb" "You don't have any reason to live" "You could support everybody with your suicide" So that all means that I can't live my own life and have no reason to live anymore. I could be happy if i went to a therapist and get hormones but everything is completely impossible! I thought about that for 6 Months but I can't find any solution and while that, my male characteristics grow and grow. I completely hate myself and my male is not only the main reason. Suicide seems a good solution even if i don't want to die. I am overwhelmed