Jump to content
  • Welcome to the TransPulse Forums!

    We offer a safe, inclusive community for transgender and gender non-conforming folks, as well as their loved ones, to find support and information.  Join today!

What Could This Scar Mean?


Guest JCinDenver

Recommended Posts

Guest JCinDenver

Even in my youth, I've wondered why I have a scar from where my penis is circumcised all the way to my anus.

Anyone have any thoughts on what medical procedures that would leave such a scar.

Jamie

Link to comment
Guest N. Jane

It probably isn't from a medical procedure. All males have a "scar" like that. It is sometimes referred to as the "prenatal scar" and is a leftover from development of the genitals early in gestation.

Link to comment
Guest julia_d

It is indeed.. it's left over from the early formation of the fetus. This starts as not much more than a spine and a clump that makes the brain.. the rest grows as 2 halves and curls in on itself eventually joining in the middle (midline down the front) .. the "scar" actually extends right up the front of your body.. some people can see it on the lower belly as well.

Link to comment
Guest nymphblossom

I did a little checking and found some more information. The "seam" actually extends fully from the head of the penis to the anus. From Wikipedia:

The raphe is the visible ridge between the lateral halves of the penis, found on the ventral or underside of the penis, running from the meatus (opening of the urethra) across the scrotum to the perineum (area between scrotum and anus).

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Penis

The perineal raphe extends from the anus, through the mid-line of the scrotum (scrotal raphe) and upwards through the posterior mid-line aspect of the penis (penile raphe). It is observed as a noticeable line. It is the result of a fetal developmental phenomenon whereby the scrotum (the developmental equivalent of the labia in females) and penis close toward the midline and fuse.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Perineal_raphe

Blossom

Link to comment
Guest Lindsey59
I did a little checking and found some more information. The "seam" actually extends fully from the head of the penis to the anus. From Wikipedia:

The raphe is the visible ridge between the lateral halves of the penis, found on the ventral or underside of the penis, running from the meatus (opening of the urethra) across the scrotum to the perineum (area between scrotum and anus).

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Penis

The perineal raphe extends from the anus, through the mid-line of the scrotum (scrotal raphe) and upwards through the posterior mid-line aspect of the penis (penile raphe). It is observed as a noticeable line. It is the result of a fetal developmental phenomenon whereby the scrotum (the developmental equivalent of the labia in females) and penis close toward the midline and fuse.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Perineal_raphe

Blossom

So if that's not a surgical scar then, Let me ask this ...is it a common scar that runs from the anus to the base of the scrotum and is raised and is very visible and very much felt?

Mine is raised and sometimes the whole scar gets large enough that it becomes rather raised and very well defined, as much as 1/8th of an inch wide and out.

Is that common? What is that a sign of? The last doctor I saw said it was normal...how could that be? All the scars I see in the photo links above show flat scars, not raised.

Link to comment
Guest nymphblossom

Lindsey59 wrote:

So if that's not a surgical scar then, Let me ask this ...is it a common scar that runs from the anus to the base of the scrotum and is raised and is very visible and very much felt?

Yes, I believe it is completely normal. I plan to ask my doctor about it when I see him next week. He is an OBGYN and experienced with MTF transsexuals, so he should certainly know. If I find anything different, I will update this thread.

Blossom

Link to comment
  • 2 weeks later...
Guest nymphblossom

I asked my OBGYN about this when I was in last week. He told me there are no concrete physical signs of being intersexed. That given my ectomorphic build, androgynous features, transsexual markers, low free testosterone, and prenatal exposure to DES, he is going to do a karyotype DNA classification so we can find out conclusively when I see him after to holidays. It is a $1000 dollar test but fortunately he was able to find a code so my insurance will cover it as part of treatment for a hyposexual disorder.

Blossom

Link to comment
  • 10 months later...
Guest Lindsey59

Lindsey59 wrote:

So if that's not a surgical scar then, Let me ask this ...is it a common scar that runs from the anus to the base of the scrotum and is raised and is very visible and very much felt?

Yes, I believe it is completely normal. I plan to ask my doctor about it when I see him next week. He is an OBGYN and experienced with MTF transsexuals, so he should certainly know. If I find anything different, I will update this thread.

Blossom

After all this time, my mother finally told the real story about me. My scare is in fact a real surgical scar! This is such a relief I just cannot tell you all!!

What she told me was they were to adopt a little girl, but the little girl died (me). They arrived at the county courthouse to pick me up and were told to go to the hospital and meet a doctor to see about me.

Once they arrived, a surgeon met them and told them I was born a little girl with some male parts showing. The surgeon asked what my mom and dad want him to do. My mother being very ill-versed in medical procedures said the did not know, what would be best?. The doctor told her well she couldn’t stay this way. Mom asked what would be best? Te surgeon said it's is easier to make her a boy, and that's what they tried to do. 10 days later they picked me up, mostly healed from the surgery.

That's where my scar came from! wow.

I did find out why my mother did not tell me sooner, as she thought I was doing "ok" as a man, and did not want to cause confusion for a problem...

Oh how large institutions, maybe the Mayo Clinic and Johns Hopkins need to ensure all medical schools have this information BEFORE any surgery is preformed! Now I'm in a new fight. Still little employment and not much money to work from and with no insurance, it's doubly difficult to have anything corrected (after 45 years)..sigh~

Link to comment
Guest Lindsey59

Yep, everyone who was born with a penis has one, as far as I know.

I asked my spouse if she new for, about these scars everyone are talking about here, since she rasied two boys, and took care of her termanally ill father. She says there was/is no such rasied scare on any of the 3 she ever saw. Very intersting to say the least. I'm finally at peace about who I am and it's been a long time coming, I can assure you.

Link to comment
  • 9 months later...
Guest Isabella_Anne

Doctors many years ago made sex decisions based on what was easier to do. Often without parents input. They guessed wrong much of the time as we see in this forum. Now Doctors make fixes based on the health of the child. And now the child is allowed to grow and choose his or her desired sex for themselves before the medical option is addressed. I was taken away from my parents at birth and flown to a Army hospital where I remained for 5 days. No ones talking in my family and I have requested medical records for the hospital. Time will tell if I was one of those children. With all the medical problems I had growing up it would not surprise me in the least.

Hugs,

Isabella

Link to comment

Create an account or sign in to comment

You need to be a member in order to leave a comment

Create an account

Sign up for a new account in our community. It's easy!

Register a new account

Sign in

Already have an account? Sign in here.

Sign In Now
  • Who's Online   5 Members, 0 Anonymous, 92 Guests (See full list)

    • Breezy Victor
    • Betty K
    • awkward-yet-sweet
    • MaybeRob
    • Stefi
  • Recently Browsing   0 members

    • No registered users viewing this page.
  • Forum Statistics

    • Total Topics
      80.7k
    • Total Posts
      768.3k
  • Member Statistics

    • Total Members
      12,023
    • Most Online
      8,356

    Delaney
    Newest Member
    Delaney
    Joined
  • Today's Birthdays

    1. Dillon
      Dillon
    2. Kaylee888
      Kaylee888
    3. lily100
      lily100
      (39 years old)
    4. Luce
      Luce
      (44 years old)
    5. Luke.S
      Luke.S
  • Posts

    • Betty K
      Can I just say quickly re the bathroom question, how come no-one ever seems to suggest building more gender-neutral toilets? 
    • Betty K
      With the onslaught of bills targeting trans kids in the US and the current attempt to radically curtail gender-affirming treatment for kids in the UK I think you could just as easily ask why are things so hard for trans kids. Given the volatile political situation around them, I am pleased to hear there are still services attempting to help them.
    • KayC
      @Mia Marie I agree that it seems most of the focus is on Trans Youth.  And maybe that is in part because of protecting Trans Youth from the political environment, and to give them a chance to transition at an earlier age.  Many of our generation have been cloistered for most of our lives by societal exceptions and I think that has made it more difficult to be Visible ... until Now. So I guess my answer is ... Be Visible and seek out, or even start, support groups in your local area.  Planned Parenthood does provide Gender Affirming Care and therapy in most U.S. regions (and they take Medicare!). 
    • KayC
      As a registered CA voter I would be HAPPY to vote against this bill ... BUT as @Carolyn Marie mentioned it has little chance to make the ballot.  Hopefully this will put the Death Knell on the bill.   wrt Parents Rights of notification.  I would agree if there was potential harm to a child, or if the child was involved in potentially harming somebody else.  BUT, that would not be the case in the preponderance of situations.  The decision to Come Out to one's own parents should be up to the individual child only.  If the child does not feel Secure or Safe in their household then it should not be up to the State or School to make that determination. If the child did feel safe and secure they would have probably already come out.  If they haven't ... then the situation seems obvious.  Protect the Child, not the System.
    • KayC
      Great news!  We ARE starting to receive more public support and visibility in opposition to these types of horrendous and wasteful bills.
    • KayC
      Nice to meet you @mattie22 , and Welcome! Your feelings are very normal.  I felt much the same at the beginning of my Journey.  But, in fact it is a 'journey' that is unique to each of our individual lives.  There is not a specific or pre-determined destination.  That's up to you to discover as you find your way. You already received some great Encouragement here.  I hope stay with us, and you will both discover and contribute.  Deeps breaths ... one step at a time
    • KayC
      Fortunate we have some Gatekeepers out there still.
    • Davie
      Incredible news for transgender and abortion providers and patients in Maine. Despite violent threats, Gov. Janet Mills of Maine has signed a sanctuary bill into law. It even enshrines WPATH Standards of Care as protected by Maine.   https://twitter.com/ErinInTheMorn/status/1782894991368462520/photo/1
    • Davie
      Incredible news for transgender and abortion providers and patients in Maine. Despite violent threats, Gov. Janet Mills of Maine has signed a sanctuary bill into law. It even enshrines WPATH Standards of Care as protected by Maine.   https://twitter.com/ErinInTheMorn/status/1782894991368462520/photo/1
    • RaineOnYourParade
      Basically my only source of validation is from close friends who know I'm trans 😅   I'm not a very masculine-looking guy in general, and I've had to stop binding due to pain, so strangers and physical validation aren't things I can get. My family still uses she/her pronouns and female terms with me, so there's not much validation at home, either.   I'm grateful I have friends that are willing to use my pronouns and such, though. It makes me feel a lot better.
    • Abigail Genevieve
    • violet r
      This is a question I ask myself all the time. When I'm out I hope that I can some what pass
    • violet r
      I use my  chosen name online and when ever I can. I play some online game and only go by that name. That is how everyone there know me. Yes it does feel great to be called the name you prefer. 
    • Breezy Victor
      I was ten years old when my mom walked in on me frolicking around my room dressed up in her bra, panties, and some pantyhose. I had been doing this in the privacy of my bedroom for a little while now so I had my own little stash box I kept full of different panties, bras, etc ... of hers. My mom's underwear was so easy for me to come by and she was a very attractive woman, classy, elegant. Well when she walked in on me, she looked at me with disgust and said to me... "If I wanted to run around like mommy's little girl instead of mommy's little boy, then she was going to treat me like mommy's little girl."  She left my bedroom after telling me NOT to change or get dressed or anything and returned with a few of her work skirts and blouses and such. She made me model off her outfits for her and I have to admit ... I LOVED EVERY SECOND OF IT. I felt so sexy, and feminine. And she knew I loved it.  She told me we can do this every weekend if I'd like. It would be OUR little secret. 
    • awkward-yet-sweet
      The usual social ways, of course.  Taking care of my partners and stepkids, being involved in my community.  That makes me feel good about my role.   As for physical validation and gender... probably the most euphoric experience is sex.  I grew up with my mother telling me that my flat and boyish body was strange, that my intersex anatomy was shameful, that no man would want me. So experiencing what I was told I could never have is physical proof that I'm actually worth something.  
  • Upcoming Events

Contact TransPulse

TransPulse can be contacted in the following ways:

Email: Click Here.

To report an error on this page.

Legal

Your use of this site is subject to the following rules and policies, whether you have read them or not.

Terms of Use
Privacy Policy
DMCA Policy
Community Rules

Hosting

Upstream hosting for TransPulse provided by QnEZ.

Sponsorship

Special consideration for TransPulse is kindly provided by The Breast Form Store.
×
×
  • Create New...