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The Missouri Breaks

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Planned on stayin in tonight ( as usual) , anyway , going through the channels to see

what I could see and guess what ???I came across ""The Missouri Breaks"". Now theres

a movie you can say of ,,they just dont do movies like that anymore !!!! and they dont.

Gonna record of course ,,,bring on the Regulator ,,,oops :blush: , getting a little carried

away and it dont start till 9.30 pm my time :rolleyes: . Thought I"d share ,,,,viv :)

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