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He smiles...

He laughs...

He enjoys life..

But recently...

Life seems to be slipping...

Like water through his hands...

Like sand through holes...

He cannot describe it...

But he gets this feeling...

It ruins him...

And in turn...

Puts him in anguish...

To sleep without fear...

To speak without hesitation...

This is what he wishes...

But he cannot act upon it...

For he fears he will lose it all...

With only a quarter to his name...

What can he do?

The future...

What does it hold?

To know the answer...

Utmost pleasure...

In the times before all the turmoil...

He had no fears...

He lived day to day...

Having money wasn't a problem...

He'd go run outside...

Or play with his toys...

And then life struck...

Like a hammer to glass...

It all go jumbled...

What to do...

Where to go...

He knows not...

What does he know?

Nothing...

All has been taken...

and he must prove his worth...

How does he though?

With the balance seeming to shift...

He tries to fix it...

But cannot on his own...

To speak out...

And be heard...

without fear...

Such a dream...

There will always be fear...

There will always be turmoil...

The tower of hope...

Slowly crumbling...

Can it be rebuilt in time?

Or will it perish...

along with all his hopes and dreams...

Living a peaceful life...

Raising a family...

He hates troubled times...

He wishes for a life without worries...

Without anguish...

Without hesitation...

But can it be achieved?

He placed all his coins in the wishing well...

Will his call be seen?

Or will it be ignored like leaf on a tree?

Always worrying...

Always wondering...

Always hoping...

Always...

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A provocative poem Clockwork. And I think those are the issues we all struggle with. I see the purpose of life itself to overcome the fears and struggles thrown in our path, either by our choosing or not. So what is going through your head is not uncommon.

Love Jenny

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