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Guest Elise Vahl

I vaguely remember a few times when I was still in my birthtown (before I was four, in other words.)

The first time that I can clearly remember was... two-three years ago.

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Started at 15, with mom's clothes. Enjoyed it so much faked being sick,so I could stand in front of the bathroom mirror. Got older traded mOm's clothes for college panty raids, wor e the clothes from the sororities, graduated. Moved to the big city, got bisted by giirlfriend wearing her pantyhose, moved out, moved west,got married divorced and married agian. Told my wife about my cross dressing, and now have my own bedroom and wear panties and lingereie to bed. Enjoy it and glad to share with you.

Like panties the most, bras are great and so is pantyhose. Like lipstick and eyeliner, but not dreses or skirts, havwe tried high heels they are O.K. but it is the panties that turn me on the most................Mia. Hope this answers your question...........

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Guest CamilaRose

Hmmm...gonna have to think about the age thing...8 or 10 maybe? Could easily have been earlier and I'm just blocking... Starting with mom's bathing suit, although we didn't have a pool. Stuff out of the hamper and such, but it really got rolling at about 11 or 12. By 14, I'd 'acquired' quite a collection of clothing (about two garbage bags full...I know, because right about then I was forced by my parents to fill those garbage bags and throw out all my pretty clothes.... :( ). I, too, used to stay home from school and play 'sick' when I knew my mother had somewhere to go. It was at 14 that my parents discovered me, and between the booze and the cross-dressing, decided they couldn't handle me any more and shipped me off to an all-boys boarding school(not saying which one, but it was quite nasty, and quickly taught me to act more like a boy).

I had some more episodes of binging and purging, albeit brief, through the next couple of years (sometimes buying stuff at an anonymous wal-mart in some random city and then throwing it out the same or next day), but then not much of anything until this Halloween. I was in serious repression, feeling disgusted with myself every time I'd get the remotest urge to be feminine in ANY way.

I should say that I'd never mastered make-up, although I'd tried on more than one occasion. It wasn't until this year that my SO did my make-up for Halloween that I could begin to see the 'girl' inside come out. I was so thrilled I gave her the shock of her life by telling her I wanted to do it some more, but she's been OH so understanding and helpful. I'm slowly getting re-acquainted with my inner female, and trying to come to terms with my emotional responses to that acquaintance.

If there's anything I could wish, it's that I hadn't buried it so deep for so long. Looking back, the urges were so strong, and the burial so deep that I've probably done some serious psychological damage to myself, and am just now in the process of truly beginning to address the roots of it. Happily, I've got a wife who understands and even loves the feminine side of me, so I'm in a good place from which to start healing.

Sorry to wax so melodramatic...just taking the opportunity to get that off my chest. :blush:

Camila

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Guest Christina S

I'm not really sure about the exact age I started crossdressing. I was probably around 6 when I dressed up with my cousin and sister. We raided the "tickle trunk" in my grandparents basement...I guess Mr. Dressup taught me well (For those not from Canada or the border states, Mr. Dressup was a show I watched when growing up, and he had his tickle trunk where he kept all his costumes). They had lots of dresses and old halloween costumes. When I got a little older I moved on to Mum's clothes and makeup when no one was home. I suppressed my urges through much of my teens, but I guess the urges came back, and I started dressing up again in my early 20's. I dress up for my fiancee fairly often, and she seems to accept me. Life is good now. :)

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actually I go to sleep with panties ane lingerie but kick them off early and sleep as a Bear Naked Lady. Hope you listen to their music. Mia..............Great Question, If you notice most answers are the same. A life long situation.

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Guest Archana

I started to dress in my 12th year... first i impressed the way of wearing bra etc.. of my brother's wife.

later i tried the same when i alone in house. I felt very fem when wear the female dress first time.

I do this whenever i get time..... till day i am enjoying this.

Recently a year back i got some links to internet, i came to know that there are several people like me ... so i joined with them thru chat & emails... to understand our world better.

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Guest michelle151

I remeber my cousin,whom was female,giving me a pair of her panties to wear. I was hooked. I eventually progressed to my mother's garter belt and stockings and absolutely fell in love with dressing. I came to find out a neighbor boy also enjoyed dressing up and we had alot of enjoyable times together after that.

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