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Debra Michelle
Just now, Debra Michelle said:

My husband and I  love this song,both ZZ Top fans.Our first dance when we got married 4 years ago

 

Our first dance song

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Josie Beth

I’ve been listening to more reflective music lately, like this 

 

 

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Maid In Bedlam

 

ZZ Top. Old school. Respect to you Debra.

 

For me its Metal Sunday.

 

Who could ask for any band more iconic.

 

Iron Maiden.

 

 

This is one of my personal favorites.

 

Just part of my desert island disks collection

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Josie Beth

I love the Cocteau Twins. Liz has a lovely way with lyrics and making them sound surreal. 

 

 

 

 

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Josie Beth

 

This song resonates so much 

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Maid In Bedlam

Today for me its Some B52s.

 

the lyrics are so deep and meaningful.

 

Planet Claire has pink air
All the trees are red
No one ever dies there
No one has a head

 

 

 

 

Love this group for something alternative to my normal playlist.

 

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Cyndee

B52's are awesome, love the hair dos and wacky lyrics. 

 

"Private Idaho", is my personal fave....

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Jani

I love "Rock Lobster"!!!   Got to love the hairdo's! 

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Josie Beth
8 hours ago, Maid In Bedlam said:

Today for me its Some B52s.

 

the lyrics are so deep and meaningful.

 

Planet Claire has pink air
All the trees are red
No one ever dies there
No one has a head

 

The lyrics remind me of the red forest in 12 monkeys, the tv series.

 

very creative use of a walkie talkie 😎

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Jani

Steely Dan's "Showbiz Kids: The Steely Dan Story 1972-1982"  One of several compilations they released.  A great two record set.  So many favorites here!!!

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Maid In Bedlam

Today im going to be doing that pesky housework thats been needed to be done since last week.

 

I do love to wiggle my backside and get down to something with a bit of life while running the vac round and exorcising the demons of dirt and dust.

 

Therefore along with other special and specific tracks.

 

PATENBRIGADE: WOLFF - Follow Me

 

 

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SaraAW

Music is one of the very few things that can break through my walls and truly let me feel.  I have music playing as often as I can. 

 

This thread is one I look forward to daily. I’ve discovered new music and rediscovered some music I had not listened to in quite some time. 

 

At work, I’ve switched to instrumental, I find I can’t concentrate as well with lyrics  pulling my attention. I’ve really been enjoying Ludovico Einaudi’s piano pieces.  Really anything melodic that builds up to a good crescendo then eases me back out, I’ve been crushing on and queuing up. 
 

Now back  to the soundtrack of my life. I hope you all have a great day and enjoy your playlists. 
 

*hugs*

 

Sara

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Jani
15 hours ago, SaraAW said:

Music is one of the very few things that can break through my walls and truly let me feel.  I have music playing as often as I can. 

 

This thread is one I look forward to daily. I’ve discovered new music and rediscovered some music I had not listened to in quite some time. 

Me too!   You're right that there is so much good music to be discovered.  

 

I also find that music with sung lyrics can be a distraction if I was working as I would be listening too intently and be lose my focus on the task at hand.  I love instrumental music.  

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MaryMary

A little french song? why not, I'm listening to a lot of it right now. If you are curious give it a try.

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Carolyn Marie

We just got home from an Emmylou Harris concert, and it was outstanding!  I've loved her music since the late 70's.  Her voice still rings like a bell and her band was great.  I'm so glad that she is still around to perform, and I'm still around to hear her.

 

Carolyn Marie

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SaraAW

Thanks MaryMary. I enjoyed the music. My French is not very strong, but enough that I understood the general premise of the song. 

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Maid In Bedlam

Today i have been really Nostagic.

 

There is a story to this song if i may indulge you for a few minutes of your time.

 

Maybe about 5 years ago and some. I had an online freind.

This pal of mine was in the Navy During the Vietnam war. he use to spot for the ships guns which would sometimes mean going ashore to seek out the enemy emplacements. Some of the storys he told me were quite horrific

He indroduced me to this song. As when they was heading back to the states this was the song they always use to play over the loudspeakers and it stuck in his mind. because of this i got indroduced to it and it always stuck with me and it is also an awesome track.

I lost touch with my freind. I do not know if he is now still alive or gone. I think he had some issues that the war in vietnam gave him and he never really recoved. I have tryed to get back in touch but never had any luck.

 

Therefore This is for you P if your still of this world or even if you have gone. I miss you and im sorry we fell out of touch.

 

Grand Funk Railroad - I'm Your Captain/Closer To Home

 

 

 

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Charlize

This ia a wonderful rendition of a song i first hear on Moosehead lake,  Maine 50 years ago.  I cried listening to it this morning.

 

Hugs,

 

Charlize

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SaraAW

Oooh, I love The Band. These folks did a great cover. Thanks for sharing. 

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Josie Beth

 Absolutely sublime 

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Susan R

@Josie Beth great tune. TY for sharing it here.

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Maid In Bedlam

Gone all 80s Synth Today.

 

First one out of the playlist

 

 

 

Camouflage - The Great Commandment

 

I could go on with Ultravox, Japan, Our daughters wedding,   Simple Minds, List is not exhaustive  But ill leave it at that

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Maid In Bedlam

That didnt go quite as expected

 

 

 

Try that again

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Cyndee

@Josie Beth - very nice track !

 

50 years ago, this track was spot on, it still sounds great today....

 

"Because you know, the darkest hour is always, always  just before the dawn...."

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