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That Man Please

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I will continue to search for that man that will fullfill my heart for companionship and love;

he is repectful, kind and caring as I will be his dove.

He is a man of loyalty, trust and honest living;

one that knows himself and God and is giving.

A sound mind, heart and soul he has;

with an intelligent mind and sense of humor that

will lighten the room with pizaz.

I want that man please. :-)

Hugs,

Susan

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Guest Maria_B

A lovely poem, Susan. ^_^

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Guest angels wings

Beautiful Susan :) may all your dreams come true :)

Angel :)

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Guest miss kindheart

Hi Susan

<<< hug >>>

I'll bet he is running to you as fast as he can :D

Be patient

Write more poetry :agreed:

That will help occupy your time B)

:wub: vanna

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Guest Chandra

Hello Susan,

Mere words can not express my joy for you in reading this post. I have been away from Laura's since I responded to your post on June 19th.

Let me tell you girl, I was deeply concerned with where you were at then. Today after following all the things you wrote since that bad day, I thanked God and everyone that helped you get through this rough patch. I know that you would now agree that it would not have been worth it.

Now I feel your joy and hope for the future. I know that everyone here at Laura's is also relieved, and happy for you. I would'nt be surprised if your turnaround will help all that felt the same as you did last month.

I told you on June 19th to give it some time. And now on a much happier note I'm going to say about the same thing. Time has a way of heeling and revealing the truth. I think there is some one out there for everyone, and certainly a man for you is out there. Finding him is another story. I honestly think you will find your soul mate if you give it enough time. I will be rooting and praying for you my friend.

Love, Chandra

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JJ

They are out there Susan and if you keep your heart open one day .....................

That is the kind of man I aspire to be,

Nice to know there are women still looking for them

Hugs

Johnny

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gennee

Beautiful poem, Susan. There's someone out there for you. The time will come.

:)

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I also go through those trying and crying feelings. I'm still in puberty so it is twice as tough. I hear claims of wanting all those things, I bring them and more but so far I always get: "I don't want a gurlyboy I want a manly man. Alone in my room, I cry knowing I was an overcompensating version of the same. I can never go back there nor would I want to. Then the old J. Giels Band song "Love Stinks" plays in my head. "You love her, but she loves him, he loves somebody else, we just can't win!..." sorry for singing out of tune... anyway... A girl friend once told me, "Jody, you have over thirty close girl friends that love for who you are. If you pick a keeper, you will have to give up the other twenty-nine!" Hm mm... Guess I need to keep saving myself for that double gown wedding. Giggle. Yes I can wear white, if you must know. Smile. In the mean time we can sit together in the wall flower chairs at the dance. Jody

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Guest DanD

yeh..

thats very nice one, i dont know how i didnt see it here before...well theres a lot of posts though.

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