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I apologize if this sucks or something but really it's just cathartic for me so erm :s

In this body 3 all dwell

Creating both heaven and hell

One fears society and those who look with lust

One loves life and feels joyful and will always trust

I sit in between these 2 yin and yang, black and white

I cry and wonder why I've been cursed with this blight

Often wondering where they were born

I truly know but look at that memory and trauma with scorn

The darkness blinds me to the light

the light transcends and loves the dark

The two in separable from me, never fight

One in line the other on the line

Never to go so far, a balance so fine.

Seen as crazy, wonky, nutters insane

You will never understand what goes on in my brain.

For without these two I am completely empty and dull

With laughter and darkness there is never a lull

In truth I love these two, for what they do for me keeps me true

Living in confusion, fractured and broken, put me back together won't you?

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Guest angels wings

That was well written . Thank you for sharing

Angel :)

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Guest Sentience

Thumbs up from me. It's easy to get a message over to those who drop into this place but getting the same message over to "the others" is more difficult but I think your poem would bridge that gap. Something else. It rhymed! That seems so rare these days so you have inspired me to post one of my efforts are also more traditional so to speak.

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Guest Bellexia

Thanks all. Yeah it was enjoyable to write that, the funny thing is it can mean so many things here :) So it leaves it rather open ended ^_^

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Guest angels wings

I used to write but some things in life happened and never got back to it. I found it was very healing . Don't stop keep going . It's such a wonderful way to express yourself :)

Angel :)

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Guest miss kindheart

Your poetry comes straight from the heart :wub:

That is what poetry is all about

Never put yourself down

Nor your work

It made me cry

:score:

I wish i could put you back together

But i cannot :unsure:

:wub: Miss Dumpty

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Guest Bellexia

Thanks hun, sadly I don't think it's something that can be fixed :(

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Guest miss kindheart

I love this

The Serenity Prayer

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.

:wub: vanna

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Guest Bellexia

B-but I'm pagan :o Thank you though ^_^

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Guest Mia J

That prayer fits right in with us pagans too.

You poetry is very good.

Mia

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Guest miss kindheart

Sorry

How bout

I want to find the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.

:wub: vanna

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