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Sally

This is a self promotion, my blog has two short stories at the moment, others will come so be fore warned! I have shared 'The Awakening' with a few individuals here and was asked by most of them to post it, I hope that you will read and enjoy my work, I take pride in it and love to share.

Thank you for reading and feel free to leave a comment,

Sally

Here's a link

http://www.lauras-playground.com/forums/in...blogid=167&

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Guest Evan_J

......you realize you'll have a regular readership right?

<--likes blogs

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Guest Elizabeth K

I replied to ALONE - it hit dead center with me. I use the word actor instead of puppet - but puppet shows a real lack of being able to contol your destiny and seems so much more descriptive. I especially liked your dictionary intro which set up the lead-in so well. You delivered the idea that the word ALONE to us transgendered has a very poignant and specialized meaning. It's early in the morning and I haven't had my coffee - or I just might go back to bed and sob a bit - darn it Sally... we are such a sad bunch here sometimes.

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Sally

I've added another one, it actually is written around an excerpt from an E-mail that I sent to my therapist before I scheduled my first session. So this is actually much older than the others.

Enjoy,

Sally

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Sally

Well she's at it again!

I've posted another short story.

For those of you afraid to visit because you don't have time to read a short story, mine should better be described as essays - 2 pages is really long for me! :)

Love ya,

Sally

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Sally

Sally, Stop it! Not another one - I haven't read the others yet!

Yes, there is another new story.

I seem to write a lot,

Sally

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Guest RainBird

Hey Sally :)

I read your 'waking up' story, It was written very well, I could see everything that was expressed in clear detail, it also made me cry.

Much luv, Jacci xo

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Sally

Thanks, Jacci,

That one was written kind of more for 'us', but like the others they are kind of an attempt to explain to 'them' that 'we' are just human beings and 'we' have feelings and dreams to!

Someone 'stop' me before I 'air quote' again!

Love ya,

Sally

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Sally

It looks like Sally has added another short story to her blog and this one is about cookies!

Love ya,

Sally

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Guest Elizabeth K
It looks like Sally has added another short story to her blog and this one is about cookies!

Love ya,

Sally

Left you a couple of comments at the blog site - good work

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Sally

OMG she's at it again, another short story but this one doesn't have any cookies!

Sally

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Sally

Well, it's a Saturday and Sally has been writing again.

Don't you all just wish she'd get a life and stop writing and begging you to read it?

For those of you who do like my writings here's another.

Love ya,

Ernestine Hemingway - AKA Sally

Here's that link again.

http://www.lauras-playground.com/forums/in...blogid=167&

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Guest Felicia Anne

oh sally... be brave and strong. you will see your way through this storm, and your prince will come. i just know that he will!

(hug)

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Sally

I have added a new story in honor of the day and very special friends.

Love ya,

Sally

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Noted. Plan to save til the end to enjoy.

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Sally

Check out my latest story, If we had sound here in the playground we could have a pronunciation contest over the title.

Love ya,

Sally

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Sally

Well I've been at it again, That brings the entries to 16, actually one is a rewrite so there are only 15 different stories or poems.

I hope that some of you will take the time to read them, I feel a great release and even joy when I write and I hope that some of you can feel the same.

Even reading a sad story can serve as a release and make you feel better.

Let my therapy be your therapy as well.

Here's that address again:

http://www.lauras-playground.com/forums/in...blogid=167&

Love ya,

Sally

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Well I've been at it again, That brings the entries to 16, actually one is a rewrite so there are only 15 different stories or poems.

I hope that some of you will take the time to read them, I feel a great release and even joy when I write and I hope that some of you can feel the same.

Even reading a sad story can serve as a release and make you feel better.

Let my therapy be your therapy as well.

Here's that address again:

http://www.lauras-playground.com/forums/in...blogid=167&

Love ya,

Sally

I commented - grin

Lizzy

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...more!

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Sally
...more!

You asked for it, there is more!

Another new one from the never ending store house of words, Sally's Word processor!

"It slices, it dices and best of all it is the world's fastest home cole slaw maker!"

It's Word - O - Matic!

Don't accept substitutes, only Sally's Word - O - Matic comes with the satire blade, the irony blade, the exclusive pathos blade and the patented pun attachment!

Oh, did I mention that I have added a new essay?

Love ya,

Sally

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Sally

That newest work was inspired by a topic posted by KristieTS, "Where Are The Trannsexuals From?" and it started me thinking - always dangerous! :o

"If women are from Venus and men are from Mars, what planet do transsexuals come from?" :unsure:

Enjoy a little slice of my own special brand of insanity, there's plenty more where that came from. :wacko:

Love ya,

Sally

By the way, this one isn't depressing at all! :D

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Guest Donna Jean

Oh, boy...another one!

I'm on my way, Sally!............

Hugg

Donna Jean

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Sally

Oh, no, don't look, just ignore her and she'll go away.

That's why I always have cookies, to bring you in.

I have another observation on my blog.

So what else is new?

Sally

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I have added my new poem with it's dedication to my blog.

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Sally

Another new poem on my blog.

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