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It was a morning of despair

When, my heart torn beyond repair,

I asked whether anyone would care

A good question, perhaps not fair

I put on my masks, one after the other

First I am one, and then another

Hiding beneath cover after cover

Wait any longer and perhaps I'll smother

I cannot be both, but cannot choose one

One is my moon and one is my sun

Whichever road I take will not always be fun

Am I the daughter? Am I the son?

Night after night, does relentless cease?

Waiting for a single moment of brilliant release

Until I close my eyes, there will never be peace

Head on my pillow, linens crease

Ribbons and pearls are just not for me

It's just not what I'd prefer to be

To my heart, which has the key?

If only I could help myself see.

~The Antique Soloist~

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Guest miss kindheart

See see

inside thee

You already know

what thee be

That you know

as you grow

You will always

be a Bow

Trust in you

you like blue

For your heart

is he in you

Look above

look at love

Let your heart

fly like the dove

:wub: vanna

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Guest angels wings

Awwwwwwwwww Bravo bravo marvellous :) beautiful thank you for sharing

Angel :)

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Guest Jennifer T

Wow! Thank you for sharing here!!!

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