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The silince is defining

The hurt fuels the flame

The flame boils the anger

The anger intensifies the hurt.

The fight is not worth it

Flight is the only option

But no where to run no where to fly.

Options few, withdrawal not a choice yet

A battle I don't want to fight

With sails empty I struggle to tack

To monuver tell the wind comes again

Then I will fly

Fly to safety

To a new and safe harbor I can call my own

Tell then I avoid grape shoot and chains as best I can

As my rigging and masts are strong and my hull solid

I will will find my harbor eventual

Then I will sail proud and strong again

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Guest miss kindheart

Truly a great poem :)

Thank you for sharing it

:friends:

:wub: vanna

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Guest Elizabeth1974

It would be if it wasn't the way I feel today

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Guest angels wings

Elizabeth that was really deep your words touched my heart , :ThanxSmiley:

you will find your harbour ,hold onto hope lovey

Angel :friends:

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Guest Carla_Davis

Very Nice Elizabeth,

I wish you Success and Happiness on your Journey.

Hugs,

Carla

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Guest LilyRose

Every woman here, myself included, is trying to find our proverbial harbor as we sail on our journey. For few of us, it is a smooth trip, but for many of us, you and me included, the trip is perilous and dangerous. But when you are here, you are with your shipmates and we will do our best to get you home!

*hugs*

Lily Rose

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Guest Elizabeth1974

Lily,

Thank you, the power and meaning of your last line brought tears to my eyes shipmate.

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Guest LilyRose

Liz dear,

Awwwww... thanks! :) It is indefinitely true though. We are on this journey together and I want to do everything I can for you. If you need anything at all, PM me or find me on the chats if you are on there. I am a great listener and I'll stand by you as we bear the storm together. Let's hoist the sails and keep our eyes on the horizon!

*hugs again*
Lily Rose

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Guest Rebecca A

Hey Elizabeth,

Welcome to the poetry corner of the forums, great writing. Sorry you feel that way, but as you say, you will find your safe harbor, and will sail out proud again. So you see the hope in your future, just hold onto it.

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