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I was missing you last night

I was wondering where you are and how you've been

I missed your smile and your humor

I missed you humility and uncertainty

I was missing you last night

I miss you every day

I tell myself to move on but fail at each attempt because I just want you

I want your purity and imperfection

You became a part of me

You were what kept me going in the darkness

You were why I smiled and fought against my own isolation

You were more to me than you ever understood

You became a part of me

Your happiness became the driver of my own

Your words, stumbling and awkward, were more precious to me than The Republic

You filled my days and my dreams

I was missing you last night

I miss you every single time the rain falls

The rain reminds me if your eyes and your youth and your melancholy

The rain brings me back to the moment you saud goodbye and I felt myself shatter in your wake

I was missing you last night because you became a part of me, and I feel broken without you

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