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LoganXB

When you are so young and don’t fit the mold

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LoganXB

When you are so young and don’t fit the mold

of what people think a young girl should be,

life can be so hard. It can be so cold

as you hide your true self. You can’t be free.

Nightmares rage in the dark. Will the pain end?

Will you forever lie, wear painted smiles?

It makes you wonder how far you can bend

before you break after too many miles.

When you are so tired of drowning in fears,

Death’s open arms are a comforting sight.

After spending so many hours in tears,

you want to give up, relinquish the light.

Yet as you bow down hopeless at Death’s door,

soothing, friends say you are alone no more.

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MaryEllen

Never give up hope.

MayEllen

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Ravin

That's beautiful, Logan.

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gennee

Logan, keep on going until you are living the life you want. Thank you for sharing.

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wishing to be kim

it will happen in time I know ask yourself is this u if u say yes hang in there it well get better this is coming from an old fart that change will come in time

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vannaaa

great poem Logan :thumbsup:

I believe in truth

Always be truthful to yourself

and then to others

If they cannot accept it , well that is their problem

You have a good heart

Anyone that cares to look at it can see the truth in that

with love from , vanna

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