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New in poetry

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Guest miss andros

Hi,

i like writing, but rather short stories.

I can try however.

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Charlize

Poetry is in some ways harder especially if English is a second language. I have enjoyed translation off poems from Chinese to English while i was in college but i doubt i was even close to the original feeling of the poem. Poetry is now such a large and open medium that perhaps you should give it a try just for the fun of it.

Hugs,

Charlize

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Guest miss andros

My only dream is to live myself

Without sorrow or sadness

Feeling emotionnally numb

And lacking reconfort

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Guest miss andros

Anybody who like my first poetry?

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tracy_j

A few words, but with great meaning.

Reconfort does not seem to be a word used in English (at least I had to look it up so probably not commonly used) but means comfort / reassurance (online translation). It did make me examine the words more closely and think of the meaning of the poem so, in my mind, a good use of the word.

I then re-read without being analytical and got the true feeling

I would love to read a second poem :)

Tracy

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Guest miss andros

thanks!

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Very good. I think it speaks to and for all of us. Hug. JodyAnn

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