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BlindWillow

One white tree

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BlindWillow

One white tree

 

One white tree—seen quite

clearly despite the clouds’

obfuscation of the sun’s

bright disk—whispers while

holding before my eyes a

tangle of thread colored for

us: white, pink (not red),

baby blue as if to say,

“I do love you,” in that

language elocuted by this

transcendent reality—placement.

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Cindy Truheart

Lovely visuals in this!

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BlindWillow
14 hours ago, Cindy Truheart said:

Lovely visuals in this!

Thank you very much!

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Jennifer T

OMG! In a vision I once had, which is still very near to my heart, the 'tree' in your poem was a 'spire' encircled by a throng of people represented by your "tangled thread" which, without linguistic elocution, elucidated 'placement', or total acceptance and love.

Thank you for sharing this.

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BlindWillow
On 1/17/2017 at 6:55 AM, Jennifer T said:

OMG! In a vision I once had, which is still very near to my heart, the 'tree' in your poem was a 'spire' encircled by a throng of people represented by your "tangled thread" which, without linguistic elocution, elucidated 'placement', or total acceptance and love.

Thank you for sharing this.

That sounds like a lovely vision. And I'm glad to hear my poem connected with you on such a deep level. :)

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