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MaryMary

Leave me alone (I plead)

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For the past, my old friend and ennemy

I'm the last and i'm depression and i'm suicide and i'm a he

If mentally ill is their cast for me, they must be pouring an alloy of melancholy

 

For the future, this cruel person I know barely

I'm a sex toy made to enjoy, never soul, never see

What being in love with this object could be

 

Oh present, you're the gift I sought this moment

You're the blessing I gave myself the instant

Where, amazed, I bought the courage of authenticity

Lost in the hate, like in the maze of my empty city

With the treasure of a complete void of self pity

 

Never, will I return to the landscape

Where the past is a concept that escape

The truth of happyness I seek to hold

And where the future is a cape

That I fix around my present with a tape

Never to see, blind, to those gaoler I told :

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MaryEllen

Wow! Awesome.

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Jennifer T

Love the imagery. Nicely done!

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jae bear

Stunning words! I wish I had talent like you, very jealous!

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