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Leo S.

It could've been me

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Leo S.

It could’ve been me.

That night on the bridge, so close to the edge…

Talking to the voices inside of my head.

“He’ll never love you.”

“You deserve to be free.”

“You think that they loved you…? Just jump and see.”

I’d hate to think that night…

It could’ve been me.

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TessaOKC

Deep on so many levels Leo. Important thing is that your are here to write it!!!

 

Tess

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Charlize

I'm glad you are here.  You are not alone.  I remember times when i felt that way as well.  Fortunately you,  i and many others

have found a path forward.

 

Hugs,

 

Charlize

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Gwen

Powerful verse, Leo. Thanks for sharing this with us.

 

Hugs from afar,

Gwen

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jae bear

Hi Leo,

Took me a minute to get back to typing, thanks for making me cry at work... So deep, so raw-

I lost my best friend in high school the first year he attended college for that very reason, I should have come out to him and told him it was okay but by the time I found out it was to late. It's never worth it, if he had just been patient and let us talk more I believe I could have helped, and introduced him to new friends.

long squishy hug,

Jae

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bobbisue

     This strike a deep cord with me I have been close to that edge too many times lately I too am glad I didn't take that extra step 

 

     bobbisue:)

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jae bear

Me too Bobbi, I’m glad you’re doing well...  It truly is never worth it there’s so much here that we don’t realize until after we’ve given up, as they say hindsight is 2020. After surviving incredible odds after a bad accident and being resuscitated several times I can tell you you would give anything for just one more breath right after you realize what you gave up. I spent nearly 50 days trying to get that one more breath and that was enough for me I can’t imagine having to deal with that again.

hugs,

Jae

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