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Ashlee

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So, I haven't been on hrt for very long, right at almost  3 weeks. My Dr. Started me on  spironolactone and  estradiol. The first week was kinda rough. By the second week I was getting used to the peeing every 10 minutes (it seemed) and actually feeling better but this last week has been rough. I physically feel ok, just kinda  tired at times but mentally I don't know whats going on. It seens im snapping at everyone over nothing really. Just really on edge or something. Im usually really "chill" at work and not really bothered by anything. Not lately though. My co-workers dont know anything about me going through transition but have told me to calm down and stop being so "bitchy" . I have read about the mood swings online but thought that it would be too soon for hrt to really be affecting anything. Is this normal and if so, how long will I be so up and down for? 

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your body will soon get used to it basically you are running on half power lol your body is losing its masculine muscle so you will feel a lot more tired and run down but when your body gets used to its new state you will feel a lot better i did anyway and the mood swings are spot on hun welcome to the world of emotions lol

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Thanks so much. I guess I'll settle in for ride ride then. I guess I'll try to work on controlling these emotions if they're here to stay. I guess I didn't anticipate things happening so so fast. Im trying to hide my transition as long as possible but iim already slipping through. Oh well, im excited about my future now. Thanks girls! This place is great! 

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dont control them enjoy them lol when i was male i was very stiff upper lip didnt show emotions but NOW omg loving these new emotions crying at silly things lol smiling more plus a more positive outlook on life yay estrogen lol

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I had mood swings early but at this point i'm pleased to find a relatively even flow.  Whether that comes from becoming used to my feelings or because of acclamation to HRT.  I had a new appreciation for what females experience.

Peeing all the time was a nuisance.  Please make sure to keep drinking regardless.  

Our bodies and minds do get used to all the changes.

 

Hugs,

 

Charlize

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I have been on hrt for almost 2 months now and I have had a couple of episodes but nothing that was out of control. Just wanted to put in my 2 cents worth. Susan

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Hello Ashlee:

 

I have to say that when I have started HRT and even now, It has made me alot more calmer, I used to be uptight, no emotions, and very very stressed out.  Now I am calm, relaxed, I have been crying for no reason at all, have been smiling and the big thing for me is that since coming out, I no longer stutter.  Yes, just sit back and enjoy the ride on the emotion coaster.  I love experiencing all the new emotions now and I have been on HRT Since January 2018.

 

Lots of Love

 

Amy.  

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I too was emotional at first but then things settled down.  Going to the bathroom all the time was frustrating but you get used to it.  Focus on why you're doing this!  Be aware of what is going on and control the unpleasantness your co-workers are seeing.  I'm sure its not the real you.  Three weeks is just the beginning so once you have some time on the meds you will be all right.  

 

Jani

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Ugh the crying. It just happens. I hate crying about commercials. I feel so stupid. Lol. 

Yeah like everyone says it’s all part of the “fun”. I’m just 4 months in now and every time I think I’ve got control of myself, another puppy commercial comes on and poof! 

Or even worse I have a friend that I used to hang out with all the time. Now every time I see him I go straight into bitch mode. His attitude just sets me off like crazy! And I’ve never had any issue with him before. 

Hormones are crazy. But it’s not too bad. Only sometimes. ??

Kirsten 

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