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JohnniGyrl

Freedom

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JohnniGyrl

Freedom from debt, slavery & all,
We must free ourselves, fight or fall -
Freedom from extremist's, doctrine ingrained,
It's enough brainwashing to declare you insane -


Freedom from the cronyist, nepotist set,
When the 99 wake up, that's a sure fire bet -
Freedom from sectarian, religious divide,
The holes in their stories are ten miles wide -


Freedom from the bankers and crooks wearing ties,
When we burst the world bank for living a lie -
Freedom from the frackers, they're absolute crackers,
Goodbye to them and their Tory backers -


Freedom from dress codes and the fashion police,
And absentee landlords who shirk on a lease -
Freedom from the media and state TV,
Just spread the news around between you & me -


Freedom from the fascists and their master race,
The dividers and conquerors that are in your face -
Freedom from the stereo, typical gender roles,
Yin and yang balance is a higher goal -


Freedom from privileged 1% rule,
If you can't bloody see it, you're playing the fool -
Freedom from social status inequality,
Replace that with democratic meritocracy -


Freedom from within, through the noise and din,
To know thyself is not a sin -
Freedom from these things would be fine enthralled,
But freedom from Monarchy would be best of all!

 

(c) Me

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Cyndee
8 hours ago, JohnniGyrl said:


Freedom from within, through the noise and din,
To know thyself is not a sin -
 

 

 

I like the poem Johnnigyrl, and relate to much of it, but especially above. That is the ultimate freedom, to know thy self, to be liberated, and live as such..

 

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