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ToniTone

The Facade

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ToniTone

I lived my whole life

cloaked in a facade

Until finally my my true

self revealed & free

At last I live & breath

& embrace the real me

 

But those I love reject & scorn

this sight they repellent to see

With heavy heart I run & hide

See the mask which seals my face

 

I accept this fate

this charge that I must bare

A double agent of my own heart

A promotion into sorrow & despair

 

My suit & tie is soaked in tears

inside the real me dies... 

 

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*repel

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I wrote this after I hinted at coming out on fb and lost one of my best friends bc of it. I'm going to come all the way out when I feel the time is right (trying to find a way to soften it to my mother, but I think she'll understand). It's sad about my friend, but he made his decision I'm over it. Whether or not we become friends again, we'll always be friends in time... 

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