I'm Angry

[Fish(i just want answers)]

Recently, I've been more willing to admit to myself that I'm trans, if only to myself. However, I'm also so frustrated and angry with myself. I'm left to wonder why I couldn't just be a girl, wouldn't it be so much easier? It would be so nice to not feel the dysphoria running me over all the time, and sometimes I forget. But all it takes is a quick glance in the mirror, a too-high voice crack, someone calling me 'she', 'her', 'girl', 'young lady', 'ma;am'. Why do I have to put so much pain on my shoulders? Why do I eventually have to give that discomfort to my friends and family? It's so frustrating, why I couldn't have just been cis. I wish that I could have been born a boy, or at the very least been a girl with no dysphoria. It's miserable. I can't do anything about it. I'm not in control of my own world, of my own feelings. I just wish it would all go away.

[klb046]

Hey love I’m mtf and I bet you wish we could just trade body’s lol. Just know you’re not alone love. Be strong,  wear what you want to. And take everyday one day at a time! 

Kellee

[tracy_j]

There are times when we all wish things would just go away. I think one good way to progress to is learn more about yourself. Work forward to understand and shape your life. It does get better. Talking with a gender therapist, if possible, would be good. Life keeps moving whether we are trans or not.

 

Tracy

[Kirsten]

That’s a pretty common wish. We all wish we were cis. It’s the hardest thing to come to terms with. To know that I will always be a trans woman was very hard to accept. But I had to. It is true. And now I do my best to be happy with who I am today. Whether I fully pass 100% and nobody in the world would ever know I was amab, I’d still be trans. But that does not mean I can’t be happy with myself. And now I am. Every step further into my true life makes me that much happier. But yes, it can be a real mind f sometimes.