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ToniTone

To those I may never see again

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ToniTone

What is love if it's conditional? 

Promises empty, which would betray

A love letter left unsent

A pre-emptive departure from dismay

 

Would you forsake me? 

I dare not know

 

Just know it was never about you

I wish you fair and well

 

I did it to protect my heart and heal

I did it for me

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A release of feelings I've had lately. I've been avoiding, to the point of estrangement, people in my life who I know would betray or forsake me for being transgender. I know this pursuit of being me is the only path for me to being happy. I can't allow anyone to hurt me for that. I'm at peace with this... 

 

~Toni

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