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Mx.Drago

To greet the rainbow dawn

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Mx.Drago

Walking to greet the sunrise,

might be an arduous journey.

Sometimes with blood pulsing backtracking

to tongue swallowing pain.

For the simple reward

of the sight of a serene

rainbow break of the sun

upon the open horizon sky.

Without words, only warmth

of light covering you.

To feel the freedom to stand witness

and bare it's torch to memory.

Testing our might

against the seemingly impossible,

despite all gruelling cruelty.

Only to at least try

not only just for the right,

but for what short fragile life

one was gifted to by chance.

To greet the rainbow dawn.

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ToniTone

This is beautiful, thanks for sharing it 💕

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Mx.Drago

Thank you🥰🤗

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