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Gaylord

You know I love you I want to be good
The burning glint of light off the hood
If I could catch you
drive drive drive
All the way west sun burning my eyes
I got so scared when I got to boulder
Saying somethings gotta give is worse than your cold shoulder
Older now. Bleed it out.
Back on the road have to get back south.
Rise with the heat and try to sleep when it's cooler
Try to be good hold my hand for the ruler
Brace for the slap but none
Whatever you want to say to me I will wait til you're done


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