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Damien Mcknight

I’m so sick of my mom. She makes me feel suicidal and has made me cut before. Now I’m going over there today EVEN THOUGH SHE SAID TOMORROW. She went and changed it on me, so I might not even be able to get the rest of my cosplay stuff in, and I can’t spend the last day that I can with my friends.

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VickySGV

Be very very careful about doing that. If you are no longer living there it could be construed as a number of things that can get you in some very hot water. Even though it is your stuff your entering the house without and invitation is technically a trespass that authorities could be called for.   Cosplay gear is not a necessity of life, and while very frustrating to not have it, you will survive and be able to enjoy it more.  Those are consequences that are possible.  If you feel like you need to cut, I would suggest going instead to the ER at a local hospital or your nearest LGBT medical center where a counselor or even a peer can sit with you until you are out of trouble.  Your continued life is the more important than the belongings.  I am saying this because I care. 

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2 hours ago, Damien Mcknight said:

I’m so sick of my mom. She makes me feel suicidal and has made me cut before. Now I’m going over there today EVEN THOUGH SHE SAID TOMORROW. She went and changed it on me, so I might not even be able to get the rest of my cosplay stuff in, and I can’t spend the last day that I can with my friends.

I get the frustration, but hurting yourself doesn't help make any of this stuff get better. Don't worry bout the gear, believe me I hear you bout that stuff. Would royally piss me off too spending all that time gathering and preparing for that outing with friends, all to have it ruined cuz of one thing messing up every plan you got, but it's never worth opening yourself and bleeding out over. If anything there can be a next time with friends and your cosplay gear. Just please try not to get yourself hospitalized cuz then you can't do anything till they let you go. Did you try explaining this stuff to her and how important it is to do this stuff?

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