Hi new here

[L. Andrew]

I'm hoping through my journey many of you will be able to help guide me through with your knowledge and wisdom.

[Carolyn Marie]

Welcome to Trans Pulse, Andrew.  I hope you find the friendship, information and support here that you're looking for.  If and when you feel like it, please tell us a little more about yourself and your journey.  Take care.

 

HUGS

 

Carolyn Marie

[Susan R]

@L. Andrew

Welcome to our forum. It’s nice to meet you. We are here to help you any way we can. It will help us help you to know a little more about your particular situation. Our journeys are so different, even the smallest detail may help narrow down our responses. This is a very safe space and we do not judge others. Hope to read more about your journey thus far.

 

Warmest Regards,

Susan R?

[Timber Wolf]

Hi L. Andrew,

Welcome to Transpulse. I'm glad you're here!

 

Lots of love,

Timber Wolf ?

[KayC]

Hi Andrew!  nice to meet you and Welcome!
There are definitely other Members here that you will connect with and will likely share similar experiences.   Just explore and don't be shy to ask questions and share❣️

 

[L. Andrew]

Hello All,

I have made the decision to go from female to male. I have my referral into the endocrinologist/ specializing in transgender. 

I've always wanted to be make as far back as I can remember as a child. 

I fell in love with the little girl next door. We were the same age. We kissed and touched then her brother caught us and told my mother.  My mother beat me for this and granted up and down that woman are for men and vice versa only. 

As I journeyed through my life time I knew I was unhappy but married the first time because I thought he was my night in shining armour. Very abusive relationship. I did have 2 wonderful children though.

My 2nd marriage was all one sided and I was constantly taking care of him. Very selfish and self centered.

My third marriage was my childhood sweetheart and he was the only one that made me feel some what happy to be a woman. He past away last year.

I fell into a deep depression and couldnt climb my way out.

I sought counseling and had discussed how I always hated being a woman. She asked me why I haven't done this.

Then my girlfriends daughter came over and took a picture of me and transformed that picture into a male version of me. I was dumb founded. She said I was very good looking. Just this alone started to shake me out of my depression. When I told my councilor and showed her the picture , I said it's time for me and I want to do this now. She thought I looked handsome too.

So my referral is in and I'm just waiting for the call.

Also I was getting rid of all my girly clothes and doing it with glee in my heart.

So this pretty much sums up why I want to do this. Besides hating every girl thing there was to do it play with when I was growing up and in my adult hood.

Btw, L. Is for my first name but the Andrew is what I have chosen for my male name.

[Just Lee]

*waves from southern NH and offers some dunkin donuts coffee* Hey there!!!!!! 

[Mx.Drago]

Hello and Welcome L. Andrew!

Always looking forward to better, happier days. ?

[Ryan]

On 6/18/2020 at 9:30 PM, L. Andrew said:

So my referral is in and I'm just waiting for the call.

 

Same here. I got a referral as well, just waiting for that call. 

 

Welcome, Andrew.