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I haven't been around much over summer, I hope everyone has had a good one. I really enjoy being part of the "Laura's Family", and would love to get more active (I get nervous to just jump in sometimes). It seems I only come around lately when i need something, so to speak (and for that I am sorry)...i am feeling really conflicted lately...again :unsure: . As the title says, I wish i didn't have the "Y" chromosome...I really don't know if I could transition, I don't feel like i'm strong enough, but I really would love to be a woman, to me it just feels like it would be so right, it always has for as long as I can recall. I just don't know if I could do it...i feel like I have so much that I would/could lose. Sorry if this post is going nowhere, I just need to express my feelings sometimes and I know that you girls (and guys) are a great and sympathetic group...sometimes just expressing it and knowing that others out there feel similar to me, is a bit of a pick me up. On the plus side, I have a girlfriend who is at least supportive of me crossdressing, which is more than some others have (we have even gone to do a little shopping together) so I guess i can count my blessings for that.

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Jaymie

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Guest *Elizabeth Anne*

Darn - me too - get RID of that stupid Y - what did it ever do for me? [well what it did TO me is what bugs me!]

Anyway

You are back - you are SOOOOO welcome - and JUMP right in - the water is fine!

You are just one of those conflicted people - hey! So am I!

Love you

Lizzy

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Guest Jean Davis

WOW Jaymie

You must have beem gone for a while, I don't think I have meet you before.

Well anyways should I be welcomeing you back or should you be welcomeing me to Laura's ( you have been here longer than I) :lol:

But I'm glad to meet you, and hope to here more from you.

LUV

Jean

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Guest Donna Jean

Hi, Jaymie.....

Nice to see ya back around! It's been a while.....

Well.......

You know that no matter what we all do to transition and no matter how well we pass....we'll never be able to get rid of that "Y".....DANG!

But, you know what?

I don't ever remember asking any woman that I met what her chromosome arrangement was!

Don't let it get to you, Sweetheart......

Change the things that you can......

And don't stress about those that you can't.......OK?

Lots of love.......

Donna Jean

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Guest LightNebula

Welcome back, even though I never really "met" you. Yeah, I wish I didn't have that Y chromosome either; I hate it so much (at least my own). It's great that your gf is supportive, though. I really think you'll be able to transition, but you'll have to spend more time getting more comfortable dressing, acting, etc. like how you really are on the inside (a girl). You'll have to build up that strength, but you should be able to eventually, and we'll be here to help with whatever we can. :)

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