Hello From Kelli Ann

[Guest Kelli Ann]

Hello Everyone.

I am a 40 year old heterosexual crossdresser.

Like many others, I have always had the urge to crossdress since I was an early teen. I remember putting on my mother's pantyhose and high heels when i was 12 or 13. It felt so good.

I never lost the urge and when I was in my early 20's and living in a one bedroom apartment, I purchased my first pair of high heels which were 2 sizes too small, pantyhose, and a dress. I dressed several times but never got the desired look and finally tried to subdue the urge and threw the shoes, pantyhose, and dress in the dumpster, trying to forget my urges.

I got married but never let go of the crossdressing urge.

After several years of marriage, the urge has gotten stronger and just last week I finally broke down and spent $250 on two pairs of high heels, two pairs of pantyhose, a sexy lingerie, wig, dress, and a sexy skirt. They haven't came in yet but I cannot wait Until they do. My wife and kids are planning an overnite shopping trip and that will be the night to play with my new toys and become Kelli Ann. I cannot wait.

I am always looking at other women in a heterosexual way but I also look at them and admire what they w

ere.

I am so glad I found this site. I am looking forward to participating in these forums.

[Petra Jane]

Hi Kelli Anne,

Welcome to the site!

Oh boy, do I know that tale! I too have had periods where I trashed everything declaring (to myself) that that was it! Never again!

Didn't last long! Now I've got a nice wardrobe of tops, blouses, skirts, even a few dresses (bit hard with top of body one size, the other a different size), but I manage. Plus a load of shoes and boots that fit (UK 8EE or UK 9) and loads of underwear and nightwear too.

After a stressful day (or week) nothing better than drawing the curtains, shutting the world out and becoming Petra Jane, if only for a night!

Again, welcome to the site.

[Guest Sophie Jean]

Welcome to the playground, Kelli Anne. I hope you really enjoy your adventure. If you haven't spoken with your wife yet about your crossdressing, I highly recommend you find a way to do so. Leaving hints as to your nature doesn't work. They will assume you are having an affair. Also, you will find you don't need to purge your things, as well as the chance of finding a shopping buddy. I am learning a lot of fashion techniques from my wife as to what looks good on me. To be honest, I should have told her before we married.

In addition to this site, Tri Ess is a nationwide organization for heterosexual crossdressers and their families. I myself am a member as well as other members of this forum. If you join, it will give you an outlet to dress and meet with other sisters.

http://www.tri-ess.org

- Sophie Jean

[MaryEllen]

Hello Kelli Ann,

Welcome to Laura's Playground forums. If you ever have an urge to purge your girl things again, think twice. It can get really expensive.

MaryEllen