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Hello everyone! Its amazing to come across this site as I always think I am by myself and many people seems don't understand me at all. I am so glad to come here and I know I am not alone....

I started feeling I am not the same as other people since I was a little kid, why I didn't like to play with boys, like to play with girls, chose many things and preferences suppose to be for girl without a heart beat......but there was no choice at that time but to live and grown up as a male. However, a girl is a girl and there is no way to supress it permanently. This girl eventually found her way and woke up after thirty something years in a full blown.

I started transition a few months ago and my life feels much more calmer, comforting with my increasing femininity. I would let my transition go slowly, hopefully to start hrt this coming spring. Seeing my psychologist seems very good as he helps me to think a lot in many perspective and if I am doing the right thing in the right direction.

Fortunately, my girl friend is quite comfortable to see my changes this last few months. Although she knows I am seeing a pschologist but I have not told her the big thing yet. Her acceptance of my gradual changes makes me lot more confident to tell her very soon. She actually shopped with me for my first girl's boot the other day! Small step seems like a big one for me now...and love you all ;) !

Erikka

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Guest Donna Jean

Hello, Erikka!

Welcome to the Playground, Honey!

How about some nice hot coco and some of Sally's cookies to take the edge off?

Just sit over her and get comfy!

It's a hard existence for many of us and by being here together we can help hold each other up and give love and support!

And we always say that the best way to transition is "Baby steps"...For the most part, that makes it all go smoother!

So, get comfortable and read all that you can here...you'll meet lots of incredible people and make lots of friends!

It's so nice to have you!

HUGGS!

Donna Jean

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Guest ~Brenda~

Welcome Erikka!

It is so wonderful that you are here now. I am glad to see that you are building confidence!!!

Post to the forums hon!! Just so that you know... your girlfriend would be welcome here too if she wanted to talk with us to help better understand what you are going through :) There is an SO forum for people who are family or significant others of whose who are transgendered.

Love

Brenda

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Erikka, I would like to join the chorus and welcome you to Laura's.

This is a wonderful site full of supportive and caring members who look after each other.

I know you will find friends here. Actually, you already have! :)

Please do look around the forums, post your questions or responses to other's questions,

and have fun.

We are a moderated site so we keep all the looky loo's away. After five posts you can send private

messages to other members.

See you around the site, Erikka.

HUGGSS

Carolyn Marie

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Guest Amanda joan

Hello Erikka,

I am glad you have joined us here. We are alway happy to welcome a new sister into this wonderful community.

Tell us your story. We will be happy to help you on your journey.

I am also looking foreword to starting HRT in the Spring. I am now working on growing my hair long and on feminizing my voice. I have started sharing my real self with family and friends. It is a very hard thing to do. Being honest with your Girlfriend is very important. You will be suprised at how well many people will take your news but, it is also very normal for people who love you to have negative responses. It is because they need time for this kind of news to sink in.

You seem to already have a good handle on what is here so continue to enjoy.

Peace & Love Amanda Joan

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Hi Erikka,

It is a wonderful feeling to know that you are not alone and then to find out that "those people" are really nice is even better.

This is a wondrous journey so do't rush, take your time and enjoy all of the changes as you watch the facade that you had spent so long building crumble away and like a butterfly from its chrysalis emerge as the beautiful woman that you are.

Welcome to the family.

Love ya,

Sally

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Guest erikka2046

Thank you so much for everyone's lovely and warm welcome! I am so delighted here and looking forward to talk and share wilth you all :D

Luv

Erikka

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