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Guest Nelly

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Hello,

last night I dreamed about to be castrated. Well this was not a completly positiv dream. But please let me start at the beginning.

As some of you know, my wife and I want to have a child. For that it is important to have working testicles. So tucking in the moment is maybe not a good idea :rolleyes:

In my dream I want to have my testicles removed. As it worked in dreams they suddenly gone. It feels great to have less unwanted parts down their. But then in my dream I remembered that we want to have a child and I started checking the time schedule if we already worked on that. I found out that it was not so and that make me worry that I wake up in the middle of the night to calculate the schedule. I figured out that we know not yet have one and it make me more worry. I checked my real things downd their and everything was in place. That helped a lot to come down and relax.

Normaly if you are not a real MTF you are afraid of loosing things. Does this count?

On the other hand, in my dream I was not afraid about loosing them instead I like it to have less of them.

Also this was my first dream were I directly dreamed of my primary sex characteristics. Normaly if I dream something about sex, this point was never shown either male nor female. They also displayed that time more like female than modified male organs.

So what does all of this means?

Greetings

Nelly

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Guest Joanna Phipps

I dont know much about dream analysis but it sounds like your desire for an orchi is conflicting with your desire for a child. I am not sure what the solution is but I might advise talking to your counselor about it

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If the dream was in Colour I would be looking for a Sperm BANK that Takes long term Deposits..... Just in Case you Have the dream again.... And it is not a dream.

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If the dream was in Colour

Good question. I can't remeber. Why is the color important?

A long term sperm bank is allways an option also for man who want to be a man for many years on. You never know what happen to you the next day.

Greetings

Nelly

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Good question. I can't remeber. Why is the color important?

A long term sperm bank is allways an option also for man who want to be a man for many years on. You never know what happen to you the next day.

Greetings

Nelly

I seem to remember someone telling me Colour dreams come true.

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Just to answer the off-topic comments real fast...

Studies have shown that the vast majority of people rarely dream in color. Strangely enough, the more creative personalities tend to be the ones that dream in color more frequently. I actually can't remember any dreams I've had that didn't have at least some color in them. Almost all of them have been filled with color.

Since links have also been pointed out between being TG and being creative, it stands to reason that TG people are probably more likely to dream in color too. But I can see where people who don't usually dream in color might come to the conclusion that a colored dream is special in some way. Personally I'd kind of like to see an uncolored one at least once so I could know what it's like XD.

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Hello,

last night I dreamed about to be castrated. Well this was not a completly positiv dream. But please let me start at the beginning.

As some of you know, my wife and I want to have a child. For that it is important to have working testicles. So tucking in the moment is maybe not a good idea :rolleyes:

In my dream I want to have my testicles removed. As it worked in dreams they suddenly gone. It feels great to have less unwanted parts down their. But then in my dream I remembered that we want to have a child and I started checking the time schedule if we already worked on that. I found out that it was not so and that make me worry that I wake up in the middle of the night to calculate the schedule. I figured out that we know not yet have one and it make me more worry. I checked my real things downd their and everything was in place. That helped a lot to come down and relax.

Normaly if you are not a real MTF you are afraid of loosing things. Does this count?

On the other hand, in my dream I was not afraid about loosing them instead I like it to have less of them.

Also this was my first dream were I directly dreamed of my primary sex characteristics. Normaly if I dream something about sex, this point was never shown either male nor female. They also displayed that time more like female than modified male organs.

So what does all of this means?

Greetings

Nelly

Hi Nelly,

As far as I know you dreaming re your testicles being removed just means your mind is in trans mode even when you sleep.

Thats cool, no problem there afaik . Got to say this though, my dreams , I always wake up "knowing" ....and I mean "knowing for

certain I was dreaming but only rarely remember the dream , I guess thats my subconscious mind playing mind games with

my conscious mind..... :rolleyes: did I just say that????? :rolleyes: Heeeeeelp.

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Joanna is right, hun. Dreams are sometimes just the mind's working out conflicting desires. Nothing to be alarmed about. Dreams for many of us can seem very real. Yes, you need testicles to father a child and yes, you want them removed to feel female. Good advice to discuss with a therapist. It is okay to _want_ it both ways, just not a reality.

ricka

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Guest Kayliegh

Nelly –

I have dreams about being me and having family members not accepting – I guess we are all in a state of flux until we get to the point that we need to be honest not only with ourselves, but with everyone else in our lives.

Over the last few years, I’ve had dreams as me being a woman and as a man, but I’ve come a long way towards self acceptance, so the dreams of me being male are less frequent.

As far as having my male organs – I don’t have any use for them, so to be rid of them will be a triumph in my finally being who I was meant to be.

I hope I didn’t confuse you more than I meant to enlighten you!

Hugs! - Kayleigh

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Joanna is right, hun. Dreams are sometimes just the mind's working out conflicting desires. Nothing to be alarmed about. Dreams for many of us can seem very real. Yes, you need testicles to father a child and yes, you want them removed to feel female. Good advice to discuss with a therapist. It is okay to _want_ it both ways, just not a reality.

ricka

just gona throw this out there, the average person has 4-6 dreams a night over 1 hour of rem sleep( cant remember if that's the correct term, been a while since my last class :mellow: ) most the dreams we have are bits n fragments of one or all dreams we had in a night, when we remember it out mind automatically fills in the blank spots and makes scene of it. of course that's were the hard facts end, dream interpretation is a sudo science.

for what i think, its just your mind working things out as recka said. finding a long term sperm bank would probability be a good idea, never hurts to be prepared for later :D

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