A Short Poem I Wrote

[Guest katie019]

so i wasnt feeling really good about anything the other night and i wrote this poem.

A coma would sound nice about now. escaping this depression, feeling worthless and alone.

I always make it through, I just find another how. Im ready for my therapy session. Its just a call away on my phone.

I can't go till january though, I wish I wasn't in this position.

even then, I I still couldn't transition.

I feel that even though I have a lot of "friends",

I never fit in with their life and their trends.

I sit in a dark room thinking to myself, why was I born this way?

I hope that in the kinda near future every thing will be okay.

Am I supposed to live like this forever? I hope not.

I just wish this life would get at least a little better.

For now I will just look to the sky, take a deep breath, and try not to think...

About getting high, and my blissful death.

Even in this semi-suicidal depressed state of mind,

I will go to work tomorrow with a smile on and act like im one of their kind.

Even though, im not and never will be.

My day will come where I can finally be free.

soo...yah. i hope it was ok.

[Guest Joanna Phipps]

Moved this one here since most people that like verse/poetry come here to read. Great little bit of work

[Sally]

Hey Katie,

That was OK, it was better than OK it was good.

Thanks for moving it here Joanna, I like to read poetry and this is where I come.

Love ya,

Sally

[Guest katie019]

thanks for moving it. i get confused sometimes.

[Guest ~Brenda~]

My day will come where I can finally be free.

Very lovely poem katie Very heartfelt. I liked your line of hope at the end of the poem

Sweetie, you will be free. Keep working on moving to be yourself. Each and every little step that you take is a true milestone and victory.

More importantly, with each step, no matter how small, makes you happier.

Love

Brenda

[Guest Donna Jean]

My day will come where I can finally be free.

Like Brenda, this is my favorite line in a nice poem....

And I know that putting things down in a poem helps us to better cope with the things that we write about!

Thanks, Sweetheart!

LOVE

Donna Jean

[Guest viv]

Hi Katie,

Loved that. I could read your mind as I read your poem . Thanks. Luv, viv