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Guest NatashaJade

So every year about this time I teach a unit on the wonders of the Musical to my Intro class. I usually teach two musicals...some variety of Sondheim and then a piece that is substantially different. This year, for some reason unknown to me, I settled on West Side Story and Evita.

Well, we just started watching WSS and, as much as I've always really loved the show, it's never really affected me all that much before. Of course, I failed to think about the problems I might face watching a romantic tragedy. So today, we get to "Tonight, tonight" and I just about lose it five minutes before the bell rings. The waterworks were going and I had to rein it back in quickly and, let me tell you, it was hard. I'm trying to steel myself for the rest of the film, because it just gets more beautiful and sad. I'm such a girl now...

At least Madonna can't make me cry (she better not!)...

luv

Gin

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Guest Michele H

I first saw WSS when I was in college. It moved me then and still has the power to do so. Embrase the tears - be proud they are a part of you - let your class see the ability of music to move people

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Guest ~Brenda~

Girl.. I know what you mean.

Gosh, I cannot tell you how many times I have had to rush into the bathroom to let myself have a good cry while I was at work.

sniff...

Brenda

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Guest sarah f

Gin, I can honestly say that I have never watched the West Side Story. I know it was a big movie and suppose to be really good but never watched it so I don't know how sad it can be. I guess that is my loss.

Love,

Sarah F

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Guest Donna Jean

WSS is a beautiful story...and tears come unexpectedly any more for you and I both...

I keep an open path to the restroom at work...I have to make quick trips there, too...

Movies, music, words, people...all make me cry..

Huggs

Donna Jean

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Oh Gin,,,with you there hun ,,,Love story ,,WSS, Beaches ((boohoohoo)) and I think

Soldiers Girl AND ,,,,TransAmerica,,,,I relate so much to that movie , cried buckets.

viv :)

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Guest Joanna Phipps

I am sure that many of Shakespear's tragedies would do us in too... MacBeth nearly did me in when I studied it in HS and that was before becoming the right me

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