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Oh yeah, I love Tegan and Sarah's songs. I'm a 17 year old FTM, and I come from Denmark. I don't have any male name, so calling me CallItOff is just fine.

I am mostly here to learn about other people, and how they feel about being transsexual, since I don't know how to feel myself. I'm also not very used to talk about this side of me, and hope to find a bit more understanding than I have found in my settings. Not that there is anything wrong with my settings. My family loves me no matter what, even though my big sister doesn't get why I want to change my body. My friends laughs with me about it, and I am very comfortable with them, but I'm afraid that I don't know what to say, when I'll talk with doctors about it. I have heard that the system for transsexuals in Denmark isn't very good, and if I can't talk open about myself, I'm afraid they'll reject me.

Well, maybe I'm not completely sure about myself.. I mean, I'm sure I want to be a man, but I don't want to be a manly man. I want to be my self, just with the right body. I am myself, and I am neither very manly or very feminine, but I still want to change my body. And I'm not very comfortable around boys and men, but males still turns me on, so I think I'm a gay, in a female body. Which is, very very confusing right now.

Gah, well, I hope to meet a lot of nice people!

I already meet someone on the chat :lol: Can't say I'm disappointed, 'cause everyone was really nice!

So.. Hi!

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Hi Hun,,,Welcome to Laura"s ,,our little corner of peace and quiet.

Another mod will be along in a moment or two with some cocoa

and scons and a ginormous welcome. So hun, in the meantime,

we are PG13 here , why not go to the link at the top of the page

re our rules and regulations etc ,,,viv :)

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Guest Donna Jean

Hello, CallItOff .........

Welcome to the Playground!

Have a seat for a bit and I'll get you some hot pizza and a cold drink....OK?

Now...please take a minute to read the forum rules...there's a link at the top of most pages...

And we're a moderated site to keep it safe for everyone!

Sit back and get comfy...kick off your shoes and soon some of the others will stop in to say "HI!"

It's really nice to have you!

HUGGS!

Donna Jean

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Guest praisedbeherhooves
Oh yeah, I love Tegan and Sarah's songs. I'm a 17 year old FTM, and I come from Denmark. I don't have any male name, so calling me CallItOff is just fine.

I am mostly here to learn about other people, and how they feel about being transsexual, since I don't know how to feel myself. I'm also not very used to talk about this side of me, and hope to find a bit more understanding than I have found in my settings. Not that there is anything wrong with my settings. My family loves me no matter what, even though my big sister doesn't get why I want to change my body. My friends laughs with me about it, and I am very comfortable with them, but I'm afraid that I don't know what to say, when I'll talk with doctors about it. I have heard that the system for transsexuals in Denmark isn't very good, and if I can't talk open about myself, I'm afraid they'll reject me.

Well, maybe I'm not completely sure about myself.. I mean, I'm sure I want to be a man, but I don't want to be a manly man. I want to be my self, just with the right body. I am myself, and I am neither very manly or very feminine, but I still want to change my body. And I'm not very comfortable around boys and men, but males still turns me on, so I think I'm a gay, in a female body. Which is, very very confusing right now.

Gah, well, I hope to meet a lot of nice people!

I already meet someone on the chat :lol: Can't say I'm disappointed, 'cause everyone was really nice!

So.. Hi!

Welcome to Laura's Playground. This is a very accepting place and I'm sure you will find much help, support and guidance. I feel the same way as you about the feeling neither manly or feminine. Plenty of bio-guys act androgynously too, as well as many FTMs. I mean, I know this one guy who is FTM and he is one of the gayest, girly, most effeminate guys I have ever met (I live in Massachusetts so that is really saying something) and he's proud of it and doesn't feel any less of a guy because of it. Not all guys are macho so not all FTMs are. There are A LOT of gay FTMs so you aren't alone. So, I hope you find what you are looking for here. :)

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Welcome to the Playground, Calltoff. We do have a lot of FtM members here and I'm sure some of them

will be along shortly. In the meantime, look around the forums and learn how to navigate the site.

Don't forget to check out the Chat Room too. It has a separate registration process, but is well worth

the effort.

I hope you find the site to your liking. Don't worry about being a little confused...most of us were when we

first arrived here. Its natural.

Carolyn Marie

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Hello CallItoff,

Welcome to the forums, a lot of friendly people to help you feel more at ease while you find just where you belong, gender-wise.

Enjoy your time here and ask questions - the only dumb question is the one unasked.

Love ya,

Sally

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Guest sarah f

Welcome to Laura's. You will find there are many of us out there that have the same feeling as you do. Keep on posting and we will try to help you out.

Love,

Sarah F

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Hi CallItoff,

<<curtsey>>

Welcome to Laura's Playground.

Please feel free to come over and chat sometime.

The Chat room does require another registration that is separate from from your forums one.

Please read the chat room rules before coming in, and expect a short interview with one of the chat room moderators.

One of the things that they will ask you is if you read the rules. :)

We have FTM meetings -Mon & Fri 8pm est, and you are welcome to attend.

We all look forward to seeing you.

:wub: vanna

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