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So I've been self medicating HRT for a couple of months now.. I'm on my fourth month of dosage and I'm still extremely self concious of myself, but I feel better inwardly.. Tomorrow I'm heading down town fully dressed to get my name legally changed at the court house.. I'm very scared and very nervious about doing this. ;_;

This is me now -

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I always worry. That I'm ugly, that I don't pass, that I don't look feminine enough and all of that. *sigh.* And I'm depressed now. Majorly bombed..

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i'm just going to second everything the people above me have said. you look great! you have nothing to worry about.

best of luck :)

Drew

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Guest shimmeringkristal

Hey there Kitten,

Actually you look like a girl friend (girl that was and still is a friend) back in highschool. You realy do look the part. To be honest I wouldn't have stopped to look twice if I just saw you out on the street. I wish you luck and I hope that you have a wonderfull day out.

Huggs,

Kristal

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Hi Kitten,

I agree with the others. You are very passable. What I don't agree with is that you are self medicating. This is a very dangerous thing you are doing. You're running the risk of thrombosis, liver disease, stroke, heart attack and possibly death. It's not worth the risk you are taking. See a doctor for a proper hormone assessment. In the long run, you'll be glad you did.

MaryEllen

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Guest Kitten

I've already been to the doctor once, but like I said. This is too important to me not to do and I've said before also that I don't like taking baby steps. I'm fine.

Hi Kitten,

I agree with the others. You are very passable. What I don't agree with is that you are self medicating. This is a very dangerous thing you are doing. You're running the risk of thrombosis, liver disease, stroke, heart attack and possibly death. It's not worth the risk you are taking. See a doctor for a proper hormone assessment. In the long run, you'll be glad you did.

MaryEllen

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Guest Kitten

Adding on - I never got there yesterday ( I couldn't get my sorry tail up ) But I'm going tomorrow. Er.. Today.. Er.. Whatever the crap! Feh.

Still a bit nervious. I've got to go before a Judge in a courtroom and state -why- I want my name changed (Basically tell the Judge everything) which is moderately humiliating. Hopefully it goes well.

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Guest Katie-Louise

Hey Kitten you look beautiful and cute. Heres my myspace: www.myspace.com/samanthajennifer you can check some of my pictures out :) lots of cuddles and kisses

Jennifer

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Kitten,

Please tell me you are joking about feeling like you don't pass...

You are beautiful, there is no way anyone could confuse you as a man in a dress. Although I do agree with Mary Ellen Self medicating can be fatal. Even talking to an endocronologist would be helpful.

But you are most definately passable. Have a wonderful day and relax sweetheart you are a beautiful person.

Jayme

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Guest Kitten

So I went earlier ( And currently I've been up about 10+hours longer than 24 hours ) and my name is now legally changed. It was rather nerve wracking, I had to go before a Judge, be sworn in, sit in that little chair and all. But I did get it done and now it is.. All thats left is to send in for my new birth certificate, wait for that and then go for my picture ID. ( I'm hoping that I can claim 'female' as my sex on the Picture ID. I'm going to go ahead and mark it as such. )

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So I went earlier ( And currently I've been up about 10+hours longer than 24 hours ) and my name is now legally changed. It was rather nerve wracking, I had to go before a Judge, be sworn in, sit in that little chair and all. But I did get it done and now it is.. All thats left is to send in for my new birth certificate, wait for that and then go for my picture ID. ( I'm hoping that I can claim 'female' as my sex on the Picture ID. I'm going to go ahead and mark it as such. )

Yayyyyyy! :D

I'm so happy for you.

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Guest shimmeringkristal

Well just so you know... I think that you look like a girl. My roomie whom is lesbian said that she would date you cause you are very beautiful.

So I've been self medicating HRT for a couple of months now.. I'm on my fourth month of dosage and I'm still extremely self concious of myself, but I feel better inwardly.. Tomorrow I'm heading down town fully dressed to get my name legally changed at the court house.. I'm very scared and very nervious about doing this. ;_;

This is me now -

IsisMakeup1.jpg

Eye1.jpg

Peacesmile.jpg

Smiley.jpg

I always worry. That I'm ugly, that I don't pass, that I don't look feminine enough and all of that. *sigh.* And I'm depressed now. Majorly bombed..

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