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Guest cael

just for no reason and every reason at all but no matter how much you wanna cry you can't

so instead i just say why... im not at my wits end or anything... promise

im sick i got like the flu or something my throught hurts it hurts to breath or swallow but im hungry and thirsty my finger hurts cuse i broke it im being forced to go to school even though im running a temp of 102-103 range my aunt told me not to go to the nurse cuse she's not going to pick me up or let me go home no matter what

i think its quite a reason to cry

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Guest Donna Jean

Yeah, Hon....

sounds like a good reason to cry to me....

Besides..you have to go to school with a temp and infect all the others....right?

So sorry.....

HUGGS!

Donna Jean

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James

*hugs*

I am so sorry :(

I wish that I could make you feel better. And that's not fair that you have to go to school when you aren't feeling well!!

But hey at least, on the bright side, you get to talk to me. :lol:

I hope you get well soon.

And yes that is a good reason to cry.

Sometimes I don't have a reason and want to cry haha. :unsure:

*hugs*

LeeAsher

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Guest cael
Yeah, Hon....

sounds like a good reasom to cry to me....

Besides..you have to go to school with a temp and infect all the others....right?

So sorry.....

HUGGS!

Donna Jean

quite right i feel sooo sorry for them :( if they get it ill feel soooo bad

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Guest cael

the good thing about it is that my voice is lower he-he i sound like a guy

to bad it hurts to talk ahhh... such is life eh?

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Guest Elizabeth K

You aunt is wrong- go to the nurse. Throw up on her shoes - they WILL get ahold of your aunt, and send you home! Hee hee - do go to the nurse though if you feel bad.

I had that flu - turned into a nasty bronchitis - lasted 8 weeks then relapsed 3 more! It is NOT to be triffled with!

Funny though - all that coughing? It strengthened the muscles in my throat so I can better control my voice now! About the only positive thing that came out of it.

I hope you get better!

Lizzy

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James
the good thing about it is that my voice is lower he-he i sound like a guy

to bad it hurts to talk ahhh... such is life eh?

YAY to sounding like a guy!!! Woot Woot

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Guest Aurora Christy

Your body may be saving the hydration so that you don't get sicker. I know when I am sick, I can't cry.

Sore throat, and fever.....not a good sign.

Go throw up on someone. Then your Aunt will have to get you.

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Guest Hoslers_wife

It sounds like your overwhelmed. It's amazing what stress can do to our bodies. I think everyone gets overwhelmed soemtimes and they want nothing more that a caring touch or word. As for your aunt, what a brat! School nurses are instructed to quarantine students running a temp of 102 or greater. Go to the nurse and see what happens. Your aunt can't make you stay in school if the nurse says you have to go. :-)

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Guest Alex Blitzen

I always have trouble crying, even when I probably should cry to get all the emotions out. Sometimes I end up writing or painting instead. It's my way of expressing my emotions, without actually having to express them lol

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Guest Evan_J
You aunt is wrong- go to the nurse. Throw up on her shoes - they WILL get ahold of your aunt, and send you home! Hee hee - do go to the nurse though if you feel bad.

I had that flu - turned into a nasty bronchitis - lasted 8 weeks then relapsed 3 more! It is NOT to be triffled with!

Funny though - all that coughing? It strengthened the muscles in my throat so I can better control my voice now! About the only positive thing that came out of it.

I hope you get better!

Lizzy

Take Lizzy's advice. Your aunt may not have a problem with being negligent with regard to your care but that does not mean the school is willing to be. At least one of them realizes that willful neglect endangering the health and wellbeing of a minor child is unlawful. <_<

**sighs at the way lines get "blurry" about when adulthood begins but only if suits the verified adult

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Guest N.Chaos
It sounds like your overwhelmed. It's amazing what stress can do to our bodies. I think everyone gets overwhelmed soemtimes and they want nothing more that a caring touch or word. As for your aunt, what a brat! School nurses are instructed to quarantine students running a temp of 102 or greater. Go to the nurse and see what happens. Your aunt can't make you stay in school if the nurse says you have to go. :-)

Yeah, seriously, I found that out the hard way a few weeks ago.

It's always better to be safe than sorry, at least in my opinion.

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