Jump to content
  • Welcome to the TransPulse Forums!

    We offer a safe, inclusive community for transgender and gender non-conforming folks, as well as their loved ones, to find support and information.  Join today!

Storm


Guest HashBrown

Recommended Posts

Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James

I sit here in the dark

Listening to the sounds outside

The pounding of the rain

The booming of the thunder

Listening to the music escape my speakers

Staring at the computer screen

Seeing the lighting out of the corner of my eyes

Sitting here on the couch that plays the role of my bed

All alone

In the dark

Waiting for the power to come back on

At peace with myself

Relaxed

Thinking to myself

About my life

Thinking about what is to come in the future

All the wonderful things from my past

All the horrible things from my past

All the in-betweens

Being alone in the house gives me that chance to think

Let’s me be me

In this calming storm

The storm starts to fade away

The power still out

Thunder every now and then

The lighting gone almost completely

The rain no longer pounding

Music still playing in the background

The calm that came over me

Is slowly disappearing

Becoming myself again

No longer calm

No longer able to think clearly

Thinking of no longer anything positive

Thinking of only the negative

The horribleness

Of my life sinks in

The rut that I am in

The depression

The horrible sickness that consumes me

This, this thing that I am

The fact that I am nothing but another thing

The fact that I am some mutant

A nothing

A no body

Waiting for the end

~Fin~

Lee-Asher Geo-James

May 27, 2010

12:04AM

Link to comment
Guest willow ann

i love storms and remember growing up loving them because they always calmed me down. i don't know if thats normal or what but i don't care. i just love you Geo. GEO GEO HE'S MY MAN IF HE CAN'T DO IT NO ONE CAN :P

Link to comment
Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James
i love storms and remember growing up loving them because they always calmed me down. i don't know if thats normal or what but i don't care. i just love you Geo. GEO GEO HE'S MY MAN IF HE CAN'T DO IT NO ONE CAN :P

There is not such thing as normal :)

I love you too

Link to comment
Guest Donna Jean

Geo.......

I liked that...very nice imagery...

The last part was kinda dark, but nice, just the same

Huggs

Donna Jean

Link to comment
Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James
Geo.......

I liked that...very nice imagery...

The last part was kinda dark, but nice, just the same

Huggs

Donna Jean

Thank you. :)

*hugs*

I was just writing and didn't even read what I wrote until after I posted it here :blink:

:lol:

Link to comment
Guest Elizabeth K

Geo - your poem

Like on a hot day

HOT

Jumping off the board

SLASH

Cooling down in the shock of clear, blue water

AHHHHH

Then hitting your head on the bottom of the pool

CRACK

OWWWWWW

Lizzy

Link to comment
Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James
Geo - your poem

Like on a hot day

HOT

Jumping off the board

SLASH

Cooling down in the shock of clear, blue water

AHHHHH

Then hitting your head on the bottom of the pool

CRACK

OWWWWWW

Lizzy

:blink:

Link to comment
Guest Elizabeth K
:blink:

HURT!

Thinking of only the negative

The horribleness

Of my life sinks in

The rut that I am in

The depression

The horrible sickness that consumes me

This, this thing that I am

The fact that I am nothing but another thing

The fact that I am some mutant

A nothing

A no body

Waiting for the end

WHOA!

BUT

Soothes me:

Sitting here on the couch that plays the role of my bed

All alone

In the dark

Waiting for the power to come back on

At peace with myself

Relaxed

Thinking to myself

About my life

Still good stuff!

Do some more?

Lizzy

Link to comment
Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James
HURT!

Thinking of only the negative

The horribleness

Of my life sinks in

The rut that I am in

The depression

The horrible sickness that consumes me

This, this thing that I am

The fact that I am nothing but another thing

The fact that I am some mutant

A nothing

A no body

Waiting for the end

WHOA!

BUT

Soothes me:

Sitting here on the couch that plays the role of my bed

All alone

In the dark

Waiting for the power to come back on

At peace with myself

Relaxed

Thinking to myself

About my life

Still good stuff!

Do some more?

Lizzy

Thank you!! I was just so confused as always :lol:

Yeah I can do more. And when I get my older poetry I can add it (well er only some of it :unsure: ) and I always am writing. :) So I yeah totally :)

Link to comment

Create an account or sign in to comment

You need to be a member in order to leave a comment

Create an account

Sign up for a new account in our community. It's easy!

Register a new account

Sign in

Already have an account? Sign in here.

Sign In Now
  • Who's Online   7 Members, 0 Anonymous, 135 Guests (See full list)

    • SamC
    • Abigail Genevieve
    • Ashley0616
    • MaryEllen
    • Charlize
    • Adrianna Danielle
    • JessicaMW
  • Recently Browsing   0 members

    • No registered users viewing this page.
  • Forum Statistics

    • Total Topics
      80.7k
    • Total Posts
      769.3k
  • Member Statistics

    • Total Members
      12,058
    • Most Online
      8,356

    Aleksandria
    Newest Member
    Aleksandria
    Joined
  • Today's Birthdays

    1. Conner_Sent_By_Cyberlife
      Conner_Sent_By_Cyberlife
      (22 years old)
    2. CtN1p
      CtN1p
    3. heyim_finn
      heyim_finn
      (21 years old)
    4. Jayn
      Jayn
    5. joni_girl_1988
      joni_girl_1988
      (51 years old)
  • Posts

    • Abigail Genevieve
      Allow me to add that people should think twice about posting pictures of themselves, with the facial recognition software that is out there.  Those in stealth or who are not fully out may discover they are suddenly and unwillingly fully out in ways they wish had not happened.
    • Charlize
      Funny how when i read the topic name i thought you were asking about the study of plants and animals.  I'm a bit into that as a farmer at va time when a cell phone makes plant  for insect identification easier than it has ever been.    Now on to your topic.  I don't farm in the nude.  I have wondered at whether i would skinny dip as i did as a kid without thought of how my body might affect others.  The effects of hormones makes me different from the average person and perhaps i'm "neither fish nor fowl".  I would certainly depend on who my fellow passengers on that cruise would be.   Hugs,   Charlize
    • Abigail Genevieve
      This is also a relatively small forum and it can take a long time, seemingly, for someone to get around to replying to a post. 
    • Charlize
      I am also pretty sure that several of them are folks who are "trans curious".  Sometimes folks who are trying to find their own identity, are attracted to trans folks or who are simply interested in the trans community.   There may also be some who wish to do us harm which is why ......... I've just learned to smile figuring "i'm on candid camera".   I'm sure many of our younger members never experienced that show so my age is showing.   Hugs,   Charlize
    • Adrianna Danielle
      He deserves it,is a disgrace
    • MaryEllen
      Most of those "guests" are web bots from China, Indonesia, France etc. looking us over. They are mostly benign.  All they can see or gain access to are the general forums.  Members should be careful not to post anything that could readily identify themselves such as real names, addresses, phone numbers, etc. They do not have access to our gallery, blogs or private messenger. They seem to haunt all forums. Not just us. I should add that they can make us known across the internet. That's how prospective members find us. Google would be a good example.
    • Ashley0616
      I hope he gets what he deserves. 
    • Ashley0616
      Heck I didn't even know they could go up that high! I just have a four burner and one to keep stuff warm. What kind of pies did you make?
    • MaeBe
      I'm sure you'd rock it, girl!
    • KymmieL
      That's all the matters.   Well me and the wife rode to Perkins for breakfast. As we were waiting for our food. Being it is Sunday There are a few gentleman in suits, my guess from church. I think to myself. I hope I never have to wear one of those monkey suits ever again. Now a nice dress maybe.   Hugs,   Kymmie
    • Abigail Genevieve
      From time to time I've looked at 'Who Is Online" and I have consistently noticed that members are ALWAYS outnumbered by Guests by a wide margin, sometimes, like a minute ago, by more than a 10:1 margin.  I have never seen that before on an internet forum.  It can be explained partly by the nature of what this is, that it draws the curious and they are certainly welcome to read here, and to join, but it leaves me with a feeling of being in a fishbowl.  I wonder who ARE these people?  Donald Trump, is that you? Biden? Sinwar? Putin?  We can only guess. 
    • DawnD
      So from time to time my brain gets a hold of information and puts it together with other information in weird way that get me thinking. I was reading about a nudes cruise that they are running out if Miami. It got me thinking that a transgendered person who is also a naturalist, has to be one of the most unlucky people alive. How does one manage that and does that ever come up? Not trying to make fun here, just genuinely curious. Things that make you go hmmmm....
    • MaeBe
      No luck there, really. She's getting a signing bonus plus a little extra that I don't think would cover much in the way of the move, but it is something!   Oh my! I am glad to hear you're not passing anymore blood. I hope they figure it out soon! How distressing!   @April Marie @KymmieL @Mirrabooka @Willow @Justine76, thank you for the kind words and thoughts! We told our best friends last night. There were many tears. Now it's all about the work: selling the house (my wife's friend's son said he may want to buy it direct!), a job (a former employee of mine wants to bring me over to his company--and they're based outside of Tacoma!), and moving (just started going through what we don't want bring and donating things). So things have kicked off.   I'm not so sure of the job, it would be good to work with my former employee (he's great) but I fear the culture may not be super welcoming to someone like me--and the guy doesn't know I'm trans in any way. But I'll give it a shot as my authentic self and see what happens!
    • Ashley0616
      @LadypcnjI'm sorry. I know the feeling my mom thinks I'm going through a phase too although I didn't come out till April 17, 2023, so it was later in life. I was in denial majority of my life. I would love to hear more about this if you are comfortable sharing more of it. 
    • Ashley0616
      I love fashion. I have over 100 dresses and 74 pairs of shoes. My walk-in closet is full of other clothes as well. I'm getting more shorts soon. SHEIN is awesome for quality and price. Just when you get a leather coat from them it's just the shell not the liner. Most of my shoes are from Torrid because I wear size 13 women's. 
  • Upcoming Events

Contact TransPulse

TransPulse can be contacted in the following ways:

Email: Click Here.

To report an error on this page.

Legal

Your use of this site is subject to the following rules and policies, whether you have read them or not.

Terms of Use
Privacy Policy
DMCA Policy
Community Rules

Hosting

Upstream hosting for TransPulse provided by QnEZ.

Sponsorship

Special consideration for TransPulse is kindly provided by The Breast Form Store.
×
×
  • Create New...