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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James

Sitting here alone

Thinking about you

And how I want you

I need you so bad

I thought I was stronger than this

Stronger than you

But I took you under my wing again

I need you

Need you by my side

And you can't leave me

Until I say it's time

But for now

I'll keep you at my side

And lie about you

Lee-Asher Geo-James

June 5, 2010

6:01AM

Yeah it's dark and it may be hard to understand :(

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It is dark and not as hard to understand as you might think.

You are obviously coming from a very dark place right now but o the rest of the forums you are trying to make others feel better about things.

Some of my friends say that to really know how I am feeling they have to read my poetry.

It is so much easier to fully express yourself through poetry.

Love ya,

Sally

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James
It is dark and not as hard to understand as you might think.

You are obviously coming from a very dark place right now but o the rest of the forums you are trying to make others feel better about things.

Some of my friends say that to really know how I am feeling they have to read my poetry.

It is so much easier to fully express yourself through poetry.

Love ya,

Sally

Poetry is a very helpful thing for me :)

And talking about myself and what is going on with me is easier in poem form than it is in making a topic I noticed :unsure:

I don't know why that is... Less personal? More personal?

*hugs*

LeeAsher

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Guest miss kindheart

Dear LeeAsher,

<<hug>>

I thought it was a very good poem :)

You are stronger than you realize.

Surly you know that you do not have to lie anymore.

Always be truthful to yourself no matter what.

If you can be honest with every one you meet your life will be blessed.

Always be good.

With love,

:wub: vanna

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James
Dear LeeAsher,

<<hug>>

I thought it was a very good poem :)

You are stronger than you realize.

Surly you know that you do not have to lie anymore.

Always be truthful to yourself no matter what.

If you can be honest with every one you meet your life will be blessed.

Always be good.

With love,

:wub: vanna

If I tell then I will be seen as weak. I don't want that.

I had to even lie to someone in person about it today. :(

It was really hard to not be like "Yes" instead of saying "no" to the question. Might mess me up later on though...

*hugs*

LeeAsher

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Guest Elizabeth K
Poetry is a very helpful thing for me :)

And talking about myself and what is going on with me is easier in poem form than it is in making a topic I noticed :unsure:

I don't know why that is... Less personal? More personal?

*hugs*

LeeAsher

More from your heart!

My opinion...

Lizzy

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James
Awesome poem and I still love you

Thank you

More from your heart!

My opinion...

Lizzy

:) It seems that way eh?

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Guest Donna Jean

Wonderful poem....

So much poetry comes from deep down and is hard to explain in everyday terms.....

I liked it....

HUGGGGS!

Donna Jean

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Poetry is a very helpful thing for me :)

And talking about myself and what is going on with me is easier in poem form than it is in making a topic I noticed :unsure:

I don't know why that is... Less personal? More personal?

*hugs*

LeeAsher

I believe that it is more personal.

Topics come from the head and things that you think about.

Poems come from your heart, soul and emotions.

Nothing is more personal.

Love ya,

Sally

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Guest Lee-Asher Geo-James
Wonderful poem....

So much poetry comes from deep down and is hard to explain in everyday terms.....

I liked it....

HUGGGGS!

Donna Jean

:) Thank you ^_^ *hugs*

I believe that it is more personal.

Topics come from the head and things that you think about.

Poems come from your heart, soul and emotions.

Nothing is more personal.

Love ya,

Sally

*tears up*

:)

*hugs*

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