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It's Amazing How The Effects Of Hrt Creep Up On You


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Guest NatalieRene

I was looking at my old photos and it seems over the span of 8 months the effects of hrt have been compounding quicker.

This was back in the winter a few months into hrt.

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and these three where from last Friday.

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I just can't get over how much I've changed since starting.

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Hi Natalie,

You are living proof to the advice given to give HRT some time rather than FFS right away. From what I can tell, your skin has a softer tone, your face has developed a more feminine shape, and it sure looks like your neck has gotten more slender. Can this be possible???

I hope so, I could sure use a more slender neck, but figured it was not really possible unless weight loss would help.

Thank you for sharing! You are amazing!

Huggs,

Opal

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Guest NatalieRene

Wow, you are barely recognizable as the same person... Looking good girl!biggrin.gif

Thank you.

Hi Natalie,

You are living proof to the advice given to give HRT some time rather than FFS right away. From what I can tell, your skin has a softer tone, your face has developed a more feminine shape, and it sure looks like your neck has gotten more slender. Can this be possible???

I hope so, I could sure use a more slender neck, but figured it was not really possible unless weight loss would help.

Thank you for sharing! You are amazing!

Huggs,

Opal

I don't know if my neck itself has gotten thinner but I know the muscles that kind of arch from the neck down to the shoulders (don't know the name) have gotten a lot smaller over time. It also means I can't lift squat anymore and I couldn't even open the pickle jar I bought today without help.

I can't get over how much my face has changed. It's unreal.

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Yes, your face really shows good changes, Natalie. The contour is definitely more feminine.

Thanks for sharing the pics, Natalie. It will help others to know that HRT can do great things even after one's 20th birthday. :)

Carolyn Marie

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Guest NatalieRene

Yes, your face really shows good changes, Natalie. The contour is definitely more feminine.

Thanks for sharing the pics, Natalie. It will help others to know that HRT can do great things even after one's 20th birthday. :)

Carolyn Marie

Yeah I was sure to show what I look like smiling and not smiling. It's interesting to note that my cheeks poof as much now when I'm not smiling as when I was smiling before hrt although that sample photo is a little too blurry to tell in detail.

I have been on hrt since January 10th 2010 just about before I turned 29. I'm taking my hormones and anti androgen in the form of a pill and am using the generics from Target. So yeah it's possible to look passable.

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Guest Donna Jean

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Natalie....

Yes, you're looking really different...and in a good way...

You're feminizing very nicely...

One thing that I like on me and seems to happen to most, is the puffier cheeks, which becomes very apparent when one smiles...I see that on you, too....

You're doing VERY nicely!

Huggs

Donna Jean

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Guest NatalieRene

Those new here on Laura's need to understand, HRT works a miracle!

Oh my yes it does on some things. I'm very happy with how it's going for me.

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Natalie....

Yes, you're looking really different...and in a good way...

You're feminizing very nicely...

One thing that I like on me and seems to happen to most, is the puffier cheeks, which becomes very apparent when one smiles...I see that on you, too....

You're doing VERY nicely!

Huggs

Donna Jean

Yeah you've always had a beautiful smile since I've known you.

with hrt I think it's really just new fat deposits on the face. My jaw is just as wide as it was before and my brow is more pronounced then on most woman but I must have hit the point where I have more female traits then male on my face.

Although I wouldn't mind getting my jaw shaved down a little on the side. HRT also had almost no affect on what little body hair I started with. It's a little finer but still growing, so I'm still shaving it until I can afford permenant removal. Not everything is fixed by hrt.

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Guest NatashaJade

Natalie,

It's not just the hormones that change us. Yes, there are some amazing physical changes that happen (and, as you've said, some that don't...sadly). But I really believe the hormones allow us to actually shed the personas we've been forced to live with and be who we really are. When I see your most recent photos, I see the real you and it is not just a product of hrt.

love

Gin

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Guest NatalieRene

Natalie,

It's not just the hormones that change us. Yes, there are some amazing physical changes that happen (and, as you've said, some that don't...sadly). But I really believe the hormones allow us to actually shed the personas we've been forced to live with and be who we really are. When I see your most recent photos, I see the real you and it is not just a product of hrt.

love

Gin

You mean the way we carry ourselves?

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Guest NatashaJade

You mean the way we carry ourselves?

Not just that, but who we project. It's like the hormones give us a hammer with which we can shatter the hard cocoon that has always been around us. We come out and are different, both inside and out. People see what we want them to see. When I look at pictures of you, I see a woman because that is who you want me to see completely.

Does that make sense?

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Guest Elizabeth K

Not just that, but who we project. It's like the hormones give us a hammer with which we can shatter the hard cocoon that has always been around us. We come out and are different, both inside and out. People see what we want them to see. When I look at pictures of you, I see a woman because that is who you want me to see completely.

Does that make sense?

I agree - it is like we become what we really are and people now see us like that! An aura of sorts.

And donno - my HRT seemed to really solve many of my problems, my skin is less oily, my hair smells sweeter, my car runs better and I now sleep through the night. I once slept like a baby (waking up every three hours crying) and that's gone!

I still haven't managed to win the lottery - which I assume will happen now that I am on HRT - but Sally says I would have a better chance if I buy a lottery ticket. Always something!

Lizzy

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