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Hi everyone, I'm giovnni, after 4 and a half years of questioning my gender and sexually I'm finally content to self-define as a polysexual androgyne. I'm currently seeing a man who is free to let me express myself the way I would like, and I think I might finally be on the road to true happiness.

Hmm... what else... I'm 21, biologically male with no reason to suspect that I have mixed chromosomes, and didn't question it much until I turned 17. Before then I had what I considered a bit strange but that didn't bother me: dreams where I'd be a woman or a genderless being, a vague attraction to women in adolescence but even as a teenager not really knowing what I wanted to do sexually with them, and a firm belief that once I lost my virginity, everything would be fixed; that it would be amazing and that I'd be exclusively male and heterosexual. Well, I lost my technical virginity a few months ago, and it didn't change much, except that I could no longer believe I could 'fix' myself into being a "Normal Man." In these last few months I've gone through some pretty serious depression [i'm also bipolar, but this was very severe depression without mania] but have come through it with no desire to be normal. It makes sense, I mean, I've never wanted to be normal for the sake of being normal in anything else.

I'm not at a level where I'm interested in doing anything to my body that could be permanent. Right now I'm just trying to finish college while keeping a positive outlook on life :) . Looking forward to meeting you all!

p.s. If there is something in this post that is against the rules or offensive, I apologize, please let me know. I've looked it over and I don't think I've said anything out of PG or offensive to any gender/sexuality, and I'm new to kind of knowing what I am (and the community) so do let me know if I've said something wrong. Community norms are like gender; they vary from place to place and they are pretty much societally constructed, for better or for worse.

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Hi giovnni,

Welcome to Laura's Playground. Thank you for sharing with us and I can assure you that you said nothing that was out of line. :) Glad to have you on board.

MaryEllen :)

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Guest Snow Angel

Welcome. Knowing yourself is one of the most important things in life. I am glad you're on that path and happy with yourself.

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Guest o0tg0o

Hi!

*Fluffs up the cozy couches around here*

Feel free to take a seat and hope u find it comfy here. :-P

Wish you good luck to figuring out who you are :)

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