Write About Love Instead

[Flint]

I thought I was getting over this

But you crossed my mind again

Tore all the walls I had built again

Now I’m crying here feeling all alone

Wondering if I could have done anything different

If I could have stopped it going wrong

Realizing I still love you is the most painful thing

You’re so distant, but in my mind your never far away

And I can’t take it one more day

So I’ll wake tomorrow and pretend it’s all okay

Convince myself I’ve found my way

But deep down inside I’m still bleeding for you

Don’t know why I still feel this way

It’s tearing me apart

I can hear screaming inside my head

I’m addicted to you

More addicted than I ever thought I could get

If you’re not on my mind, your at the back lingering

It’s funny cause really all I wanna do is forget

Because It’s too painful

Thinking of this and living with all my regrets

I gotta say a part of me kinda wants to die

Because I can’t stand that I not longer see into your eyes

And I know I’ve got to move on.

Last few weeks I thought I had. But here you are again

In my mind. Making me cry.

Can’t believe how much of my heart I gave to you

Now I doubt I’ll ever find love again

Because what girl is gonna want a man like me

I talked to a girl and tried to get in contact with an old friend

None want anything to do with me

And I’m so sad. So lonely.

Don’t tell me that you know I’ll find somebody

Because I know I won’t. Lets hear the honest truth now

I’ve got no hope in finding the love

I fantasize about inside my head

So I’ll write about it instead