Committed To The Ground

[Guest penumbra]

All under heaven could you ever hear me?

Or like God, have you turned your back on me?

I cried to all of you for help

But your silence cut me deeper than this knife

And now I have committed to the ground

All on the face of this earth would you have me?

Or like Lucifer, have you come just to deceive me?

I cried to all of you for escape

But you would rather have me locked and raped

And now I have committed to never be around

An innocent child I was

But left alone it was stolen by sitter and neighbor

My words of these events fell upon you silently

Though I screamed and screamed

Oh, God, someone please help me!

But I was left alone and these things kept happening

Where were you when this was happening?

Where was your mind when I cried to you to end this hell?

This Hell that you allowed to continue to swell

And my word ignored and denied

All that I have seen in this world, did you ever see?

Or like archangels, were you too blind to see me?

I cried to all of you to be free

But your ignorance was like smoke smothering me

And now I have committed to go where I cannot be found

All in this land, would you take a chance on me?

Or like tyrants, were you far too consumed by your own greed?

I cried to all of you for mercy

But all you have shown me is despair and the unforgiving

And now I have committed to no longer making a sound

A troubled being I was

But left alone I took to blade and blood

My words of misery came to you empty

Though I screamed and screamed

Oh, God, someone please help me!

But I was left alone and in a weakened state I was once again raped

Where were you when this had happened to me?

Where was your mind when I cried to you to end this hell?

This Hell that you allowed to continue to swell

And my words ignored and denied

All from my home, were you really family to me?

Or like Judas, Have you come by coin to turn on me?

I cried to all of you to be happy

But none of you could see past yourself to know me

And now I have committed to be death-bound

All throughout time, were you really here for me?

Or like serpents, did you just come with lies to spite me?

I cried to all of you to stay

But your selfishness and disloyalty had left me astray

And now I have committed to the ground

[Guest miss kindheart]

Dear Penumbra,

<<<< hug >>>>

I so get your pain

And am sorry that you are feeling so down

If i could carry you i would

But I cannot

Maybe I can teach you how to fly

vanna holds out her hand

Will you follow me

vanna