Sponsorship And My Aa Family

[Guest bobbi/robin_p]

My AA family has been great with me on the hormones. Especially the Girls in my family they keep checking in on me and letting me just talk a mile a minute jumping up and down. WOW I'm not alone.

I am so calm and not up tight inside. The fear still pops up in certain condition. I do get full of myself sometime and still act contrary to me. I'm working on that.

My sponsor told me not to get so full of myself. Especially when i think i look so CUTE!!!! You should see me swish it's disgustingly fun. My therapist and I ran out of thing to talk about after 15 min. I did tell her whatever happen with the kids will happen and then i will have a solution.. not before i live through the experience.

AA taught me how to live a life i did not want to live. Life is life and things have been happening but i seem to land on my feet lately with out to much pain.

I think i have financial problems but the money all ways shows up. My house is infested with mice and i'm not beating the landlord like the other tenants. I'm not breaking out in Handcuffs like my neighbor The look on his grand kids faces as the cop led him away. I thank GOD i did not have to do that to learn.

At work I watched them do a vendetta after one guy and we got a Talking too for trying to help him and they want us to be Loyal F-them i'm about to give them some alcoholic self righteousness.

"I'm not a qualified rigger never been trained and i would be violating OSHA regulation R-12 sect 2 if i would rig that engine into the ship. I would not want the company to be liable for me violating the regs if something happens. "

** I hope something happens soon. It just looks like there trying to push everyone to leave which is idiotic no one can do our jobs. HMMMMM have to pray that my guys stay safe. it is confusing.....**

It pains me a little that i have joy in my life today and other's are struggling not just with alcoholism but living life. The joy i have today was because of what i learned or experience going through the S... Storm of certain temporary situation that i thought were Major life Crisis.

It is good to be alive and feel. I don't know where I'm at but it is all GOOD!!!!!

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Genres of Life: Drama, Tragedy, Comedy and Farce. STAY OUT OF THE DRAMA!!!

realtime

ROBIN KEM P.

[Guest SharleahLynn]

My AA family has been great with me on the hormones. Especially the Girls in my family they keep checking in on me and letting me just talk a mile a minute jumping up and down. WOW I'm not alone.

I am so calm and not up tight inside. The fear still pops up in certain condition. I do get full of myself sometime and still act contrary to me. I'm working on that.

My sponsor told me not to get so full of myself. Especially when i think i look so CUTE!!!! You should see me swish it's disgustingly fun. My therapist and I ran out of thing to talk about after 15 min. I did tell her whatever happen with the kids will happen and then i will have a solution.. not before i live through the experience.

AA taught me how to live a life i did not want to live. Life is life and things have been happening but i seem to land on my feet lately with out to much pain.

I think i have financial problems but the money all ways shows up. My house is infested with mice and i'm not beating the landlord like the other tenants. I'm not breaking out in Handcuffs like my neighbor The look on his grand kids faces as the cop led him away. I thank GOD i did not have to do that to learn.

At work I watched them do a vendetta after one guy and we got a Talking too for trying to help him and they want us to be Loyal F-them i'm about to give them some alcoholic self righteousness.

"I'm not a qualified rigger never been trained and i would be violating OSHA regulation R-12 sect 2 if i would rig that engine into the ship. I would not want the company to be liable for me violating the regs if something happens. "

** I hope something happens soon. It just looks like there trying to push everyone to leave which is idiotic no one can do our jobs. HMMMMM have to pray that my guys stay safe. it is confusing.....**

It pains me a little that i have joy in my life today and other's are struggling not just with alcoholism but living life. The joy i have today was because of what i learned or experience going through the S... Storm of certain temporary situation that i thought were Major life Crisis.

It is good to be alive and feel. I don't know where I'm at but it is all GOOD!!!!!

__________________

Genres of Life: Drama, Tragedy, Comedy and Farce. STAY OUT OF THE DRAMA!!!

realtime

ROBIN KEM P.

Yo , hey girl , if you EVER need to talk or just vent or ramble , just call me , I will be a shoulder to lean on. We all need it sometimes. You doing good and I know it won't ever stop. Love ya G/F. SharleahLynn

[Guest bobbi/robin_p]

Yo , hey girl , if you EVER need to talk or just vent or ramble , just call me , I will be a shoulder to lean on. We all need it sometimes. You doing good and I know it won't ever stop. Love ya G/F. SharleahLynn

Thanks, Shar.. I figure that one out. I can't do this alone anymore... giggles

[Guest Kylani]

Your Sponsor sounds like a wonderful woman =] and it's good to hear your AA family accepts you.

Mine actually has no idea about my status except for a couple of them. Keep at it girl! Have trust in your higher power and trust in those in the program =]

You can do it!

[Guest Robin/bobbi]

Your Sponsor sounds like a wonderful woman =] and it's good to hear your AA family accepts you.

Mine actually has no idea about my status except for a couple of them. Keep at it girl! Have trust in your higher power and trust in those in the program =]

You can do it!

My sponsor was a guy at that time. A jock womanizer at that and knew nothing about being Transgender. I got honest with him and He saved my life and we learned together what i needed to do to be whole. I did fire him after i was on hormones for a year. He wanted me to do something that a guy would. yuck your fired... were still great friend though...

[Guest Kylani]

My sponsor was a guy at that time.

Girl I am so sorry (I'm still a little slow lol)

I don't know what it was that he wanted you to do, I'm not asking you to say either, but whatever it was I'm glad you fired him =]

You're getting a woman sponsor soon yeah? I'm going to have to find a new sponsor soon. It's sad.. I really like her a lot and admire her in so many ways, but I just don't think she's quite ready for a task like that. It's tough but people always understand.

Keep it up!!!!! Gawd I don't know like anything about you really but I am sooooo proud of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!