I Should Have Known When ...

[Guest .Christine Elizabeth.]

I thought that this might be a fun little thread to start. What are things that should have tipped you off that you were andro? Things that clearly point it out but you ignored. Like the fact that I should have known when I wanted to be physically half male and half female down the middle of my body. I would daydream in class of how wonderful that would be.

[Guest darlene lynn]

Yep

Know exactly what your saying. I still wish I could toggle back and forth. I now understand that I'm both allready boy on the outside, girl on the inside.

I knew for years I was both sexes, but had a hard time learning to understanding it.

I have looked very androgynous thru my years on this earth.

GREAT thread

Darlene Lynnette

[Guest Foosnark]

I should have known earlier I guess; I have long thought being a shapeshifter would be the greatest thing ever. But I focused more toward the female side, maybe because that was the mysterious other that would bring me into balance, and definitely because I am attracted to women and figured if I was one I'd be attractive too. The focus was so much that I thought that's what I wanted to be. It's only been about a month since I realized.

[Guest .Christine Elizabeth.]

Although I'm not quite sure how I thought that would work. I deduced what a girl's genetalia would look like at an early age, so I don't know how that would work. I know I wanted one breast, my hair to match the gender of each side, but I'm not sure what I thought would be going on down there.

[Guest Micha]

Heh, being the damsel in distress as well as the hero at the same time when role playing as a child? Or being more comfortable hangin out with the girls even though I was still very attracted to them and didn't quite share there enthusiasm for the boys. And though I didn't realize it at the time, I had, as a child, experimented with tucking. Go figure. . .

[Guest Foosnark]

And though I didn't realize it at the time, I had, as a child, experimented with tucking. Go figure. . .

Same here. It wasn't even something I thought about beyond "hey, I can hide this."

[Guest Alder]

ooh fun reads I was always cast as the boy in the lil plays me and my friends would put on, since I've had short hair since I was 5.. I'd also get the role of boyfriend when we played house and I found it crazy fun Of course, I would also have to days where I just didn't understand why I was different than boys(still can't understand this to a point.) when it came to games and being able to play with my older brother to the point where I'd be in tears over the fact I wasn't a boy since he didn't want to play with his little /sister/.

As along with others, the day dream of being able to change genders or be both. Then after having a baby it was horrible on my mentality of gender... I'd spend a lot of time in depression over just being female. So I started doing more research on transgender issues and /that/ sent me into tears because by the end of a very good book I clearly knew that wasn't what I was... so a long hunt through some small leads I came across here, started reading and bam! I found my home!! XD So many less tears and anxiety filled days!

[Guest Micha]

so a long hunt through some small leads I came across here, started reading and bam! I found my home!! XD So many less tears and anxiety filled days!

I'm so glad!

[Guest alicewonders]

I can say much the same... Always wished i could wake and be able to switch back and forth between female and male depending on how i was feeling. i would be perfectly happy if i could do that.