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[Guest leo]

so i havent been on laura's for a few days so i better update,

id been working reli late and having to get up early for work,

then thursday just gone i had the worst day of my life!

let me explain

it was my day off but i agreed to go to one client in the morning (im a carer) i had left the keys in the ignition (dumb moment) to quickly see what equipment i needed

and in under 60 seconds someone had stolen my car! police still havent found it but i doubt they will.

to make the day worse, i was walking home from a friends around 7pm and i suddenly felt wierd, my breathing went all funny and my arms heavy and my legs weak, next thing i know im being helped up my paramedics and taken in there van, all vital signs were fine but my heart was out of rythum big time so they had to take me in!

to bring you to date, im all ok was just an anxiety attack. im still car-less. but i figured its not the end of the world, i know bike so im getting fitter and more healthy for me, and no petrol to worry about.

other notes are, mum knew i brought the shirt and tie, but didnt say anything bad she just asked if it fitted ok! she also said she is proud of me as the last couple of months iv really grown up

on the final note, one of my clients son's thought i was a boy at work! (big deal as i wear a nurses uniform practically)

[Sally]

Oh my Leo,

That is the definition of a bad day.

I'm glad that you are OK, watch the panic attacks they can be brutal.

I think that your mum is beginning to get the idea that you are serious and it is not going to just go away, the comments that she have made are an indication that she is at least beginning to get that idea.

Good luck, but don't get excited and decide that this means total acceptance and do a frontal surprise attack - just let her continue to come around - that is a bright spot.

Love ya,

Sally

[Guest Elizabeth K]

Leo

What a rollercoaster ride! Let me respond; OHNOOOOO your car, OHBABYhope you feel better, and (whew) OHWOW! maybe she is coming around.

Hope thing even up for you.

Don't have any more of those attacks, the car can be replaced but you are priceless.

LIZZY

[Guest mia 1]

So Leo the anxiety attack is expected after being "raped'. To me having personal property stolen is like a violation, similar to rape and leaving yo so helpless vulnerable.

All the other news sounds wonderful ,with Mom and all and the good friends you have, plus getting exercise on the bike.

Hope the "Bobby's' if that is what they are still called get back the car and it is in good shape.

Thinking about you and hoping for the auto return. Give your Mom a hug for me and the rest of the gang here at Laura's Mia.

[Guest Zabrak]

Oh, man...sucks about your car. I would of got so mad but everyone knows Zabrak can get angry if someones messing with his bros!

I'm happy that your medical issue turned out to be ok but it's still worrying to me. I can see why you where all worked up, though. *pats you on the back*

At lest you passed without trying, right? WOO HOO!(Not a shocker, though, you've always been manly looking to me.)

[Guest Donna Jean]

Leo.OMG

You ARE ok...aren't you????

Panic attacks are awful...someone very close to me used to have them....They did subside and are no longer a problem.WHEW!!! I'm sure you were just stressed over your car and such, so ..here...{{{{HUGGGG}}}}

There, that's better....

Where I'm from (Ohio USA) it's against the law to leave your keys in the car and you can get fined...(I do it way too much) Well, you opened my eyes.

Like Lizzy said...The car can be replaced.....you can't !!!

XXOO

Donna Jean

[Guest leo]

well my usual response is to get really angry and problemly hurt myself of someone,

i tried to stay calm but bottling up all that angry had anther effect thats y i had the attack!

i just cant win